23. Diana Responds…

So the clown , lady D, found the time , finally, in her busy schedule,  like Melissa and the other goofs to respond. Hmmm…and what a response it was…totally disappointing, but that was expected.
We are using pure logic here. Now there are two options here

A. We are dealing with a total psycho, mentally disturbed person as she is after all a victim of abuse or something along those lines, real or false, we do not know , but it could explain her brain damage and mental instability and lack of common sense. With her 200 ” personalities” and all that, could explain the total lack of self awareness.

B. She is a shill, plant, useful idiot, willing fool, take your pick, she is somehow involved in all this, one way or another.

It is hard to say with certainty what the exact cause could be, we can rest assured that it is not kosher, this whole Diana thing is not kosher, that should be obvious at this point.
She is playing games, like they all do by the way, all of them, play their little games.  So yes , at some point , you start to wonder, are they all in it , you know, it surely sometimes does appear to be that way , or , are they just very messed up people ? Both options hold value, yes they are all Cult members, thus seriously messed up, cannot think straight, totally possessed, a very weird mindset and they all exhibit the same symptoms , they all avoid accountability, responsibility , all of them, they never want to talk about why they stayed in the cult for so long, why they willingly avoided convoys of red flags…..why it takes years and years and years for them to ” see the light ” that does not make sense. It is more like an excuse.
But we have to keep focused on facts, evidence, things we can prove beyond the shadow of a doubt and not get drawn in mud fights as they all want to do , they do not want any discussion, no dialogue, no investigation, they just want to come out from under their rock, throw some mud and spit a few flames and hide in darkness again…. that is more slander than exposing.

Those are two different things.

None of the parties likes to interact in any way shape or form, Fact. That is the most interesting thing really. The stonewalling aspect in all of them.

I could go on for half an hour in this manner but , think we know we are dealing not with genuine ex cult members but with folk who are disturbed in some way , psychologically or we are looking at some sort of psyop, something with an intent. Hard to say for sure, just messed up cult members or a some sort of setup.

Fact is that despite her five hours prattle and narcissism we still have to hear one real fact of what is wrong with melissa or alan or CTTM in general.
I have not heard anything NEW , all the information Diana brought forward is stolen from us, used without permission. Permission is important, why , because we do not like to be associated, important word, associated with them , you see.
Important distinction.
We do not like to be associated with shills or at the very least those with the behavior , attitude, manners of shills.
If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck than , most probably …..it is a duck 🙂

So , where is the big revelation about Frau Bev and Herr Alan ? Are we  missing something ?

Also, if mrs D wants to communicate with us, she is free to do so, but obviously mrs D avoids us , as said many times, like the plague. Why does mrs D not comment HERE ?
Why the avoidance of all confrontation, something to hide perhaps ? Ducking for uncomfortable questions ?
Come on, Diana, have some balls, hop over, talk with us, we need you oh so much 🙂

baby

No Diana, you try to infiltrate, you try to manipulate things, us , you try to interject your BS guff, like Melissa, into the discussion, confuse, misdirect, lead us into catfights that is what you want.
That is exactly your behavior, all you have to give us is ” ad hominem” attacks, about feelings, about how we act, bla bla , bullshit , just bullshit you prattle about.
Focus on the facts. Facts is all that matters, but you seem to be allergic to facts that shine the light on CTTM in an objective manner.

If you have no FACTS to offer, it is best you stay out of this Diana, it is never to late to start a knitting course or aquarelle painting class, the world is yours.

You Diana ( and that applies in a sense to all parties , the Karens, the Debess , and others , the Melissas ) have nothing to offer , you do not give us dialogue. So it is tyranny , call it what you want, totalitarianism, fancy scrabble word, that IS what it is , a weird form of censorship , if  you have anything valid to say , fine, we can discuss the matter, in a dialogue, not with your empty tirades against Cuttingthroughthematrix Cult. Why dont you invite Melissa and or Debess ? Would that not be lovely idea ? Five creepy bitches around the table and we can all have a nice little tea party together, how does that sound ? Do I hear a ” yippie ” ? No ? Why not ?

You know, work things out, get things straightened out…tidy up some lose ends …. does that not sound delicious ?
As you are all so hot about ” troof” hmmm ? Yaa…hmmm hmmm…right ….

So you derail the conversation, that is why I assume or have doubts about you, to lead this whole thing into quick sand , maybe that is the intent, we can never prove that for sure of course.
Unless you admit you are full of shit but that is never going to happen…
You lead us onto non valid side paths, you throw up mud, you cause fog, what is the objective here , lady D ?

Why not simply stick with the FACTS ?

Where is your analysis , your homework ?

Yes you claim you are gonna show ” the whole world ” Da Troof about CTTM wowee, well you are now at part five or six and you still have seven more to go and we have not seen anything you have not illegally obtained from us without mentioning us.

Anyway , one thing I can say, whatever your or your clique or shills or even Melissa or who knows what is more involved in this , are up to , it ain´t gonna work , baby. Forget it.
Just forget it.

You refused collaboration, that is a fact.

Look, you can twist it , whine about it , go into some tantrum about it , that is all fine , do as you please , but you refused to interact, fine.

We know where we stand in regard to trust and authenticity. You are fake.

A fraud or just a ego nutcase like Melissa, you live in your own silly world. You do have a deep purse so that is why I assume Melissa could even stick up with something like you, tolerate you , at least for a while , on her terms, meaning only call you when she could exploit you for her own ends to which you happily obeyed..so do not cry for me , Argentina… 🙂 too late for that

Avoidance of communication is a bad sign, the biggest red flag ever. So not sure what you are trying to achieve, you make a fool of yourself as it is obvious you are not genuine.

But we all know what the real reason is , don´t we , Diana , for your psychotic behavior, don´t we , children ? The real reason of course me not falling for her crap and deception and con games.
That is the real reason, me just being a little bit too smart to be lured into games ….and lady D is not having it, as I must play the game , a wicked game, on her terms…hmmm yaaa…good luck with that one, missy.

And, because I don´t eat her BS stories, she does not like me very much , oh dear…must have stepped on a toe there..autsch…

See, children, that is what it is all about …as simple as that…she comes out as the ” decade long superhero” and now we must all bow down – instantly – !!!… to a fake bitch that plays games, not on my watch, sugar pie, ….not on my watch …not in my back yard…you are not.

and anyone who even dares to ask questions, any questions is mowed down with personal attacks and ridicule, like it is all ” my fault” now , yeah right, wicked games Diana, good luck with that. You truly have to do better than that, is Melissa behind all this , it can for sure not be ruled out, you certainly behave like she is , because , you see you cannot attack my FACTS….

MY evidence holds and you cannot have that, thus you have to ridicule me , smear me , call me nasty or whatever, vile, yes that was the word , because I don’t do bootlicking , I call you out about  your bullshit and that was not appreciated……….oh gosh oh gosh…poor me eh ..poor me…yes you desperately change the topic , lead us into a fog of confusion and infighting..etc etc as that is obviously the exact method you are trying to use.
Undermine us.

We do not , repeat we do not want to hear your zealot religious BS , honey, keep that to yourself, if you found some angel , whatever, fine happy for you but leave that BS out of a search for FACTS, thank you very much , if you have an issue with Alan or whomever about religion, fine, keep that to yourself, go play cry wolf somewhere else.

Leave us out of your cults, please.

All I have seen , up to now, is just another cult victim crying but not in a genuine way, you are not giving us a whole deck of cards here D, you are holding things back, twist things, give false leads.
Playing the victim card….it was never Diana, oh no , all is now the fault of others, the world, Alan, Melissa, Debess…whomever…..Diana is so innocent….pure as a white rose….on jesus ´lap…

You stuck your head so deep up your rear end for years  you ran away from all facts, reality, evidence, for years on end, you ridiculed us , as you admitted yourself for even daring to question your fecking guru, you laughed about us , ” let them wallow in their own mud” you said ….. and oh gosh, three years later , for a tiny argument about Jon, you suddenly freak out and throw the whole thing, your life basically , a good portion of it, on the stake to burn for one tiny argument ?

Really D, is that the whole truth , full truth and nothing but the truth ?  Are you sure about that ?
And now you use our work to smear them , without a shred of contribution ?
Why not come up with your own evidence against them ?
As all you said we knew years ago or at the very least suspected…like money and so forth
why else would they be fighting with alan s sisters bla bla , obvious , there is money involved, clearly
and some sort of demonic possession about the total domination about Alan´s Legacy.
That plays a role too.

But one of the main issues I have with you  is your lack of repent.
I hear no repent, no sorry , no excuse, no explanation
maybe you should work on that first , D, get in tune with yourself …before you point fingers at others, just saying..probably another one of my ” vile ” statements 🙂

Find out why in the first place you did what you did , it was not us , it was you, you did that
would be nice if you could explain that or realize why you fell for it all and defended the cult even though it became painfully obvious the case was lost , right from the gates.

So ….now you are a ” christian” whatever the hell that means, no idea, sounds like a new Cult to me ?
You really like cults , do you Diana, you exchange , switch them, one after the other…like  t shirts….
You talked about it yourself with Melissa, how you were in many cults, what is this one now, number eight ?
Losing track here….

So , darlings, let us see what nonsense lady D came up with , hold your potatoes…..it may rock a bit ………trigger warning…

Now here comes the translation in normal English…

I spoke to you with respect 
you chose not to do the same

I blocked you on FB , you vile creature  ( you forgot to mention that lady D )

 

first of all….. that is an ad hominem attack, it does not matter what my character is, it is not relevant, but

it is all bs, trickery , half truths, and other nonsense, you twist all things the way you like to see it, a little psychopath in the making ? So that is a diversion. It means I do not buy into your crap , that is what it means, it means you avoid all questions with valid answers, it means you have no self insight, you are not even aware what you did , you cannot see yourself as others see you.

No , D, simply out of curtesy , as the links where there, you could have asked first, but you refused to engage in communication, therefor it is classified a theft.

You used the info to make a ” case” or whatever con job you are up to , but that is not how it works. That is abuse of information, you twist and falsely represent the information.
You twist facts , you prattle about it , without knowledge, you make many faults in your talks how it all fits together, you fantasy and come up with made up stuff.

It is quite hilarious, as I did put a link to the site there, so you KNEW I was doing it, and yet you STILL pretend I , we, do nothing ??? Are you fucking out of your mind ?It was my presentation  , the youtube clip you STOLE and illegally abused for your silly slander on the Cult!!The site is shown, but you pretend not to see it ?????  Addresses are shown , but you prefer not to interact with us in a genuine fashion ? oh….. you are playing nasty little games D, nasty little games.And you know what , we do not like to be part of your ” team”…..You are on your own , nobody wants to be associated with a shill, scammer like you , no one……That is why you have no friends by the way. Just saying. I am not being vile or nasty , just saying you how it is, but you cannot handle truth very well.One thing is for sure you are the perfect victim for a cult, total devotion, and I mean total. Hard to wrap our heads around, how someone can sacrifice their live for Alan
and never talk to him …. bit hard to explain for a normal person…just saying….could be true, but it is pretty sick in my humble opinion…think I am not alone in that regard..and if that is not enough you actively help M to squeeze out more money from the gullible listeners flogging them with USB sticks and Booklets, for ridiculous prices and are involved with a book project to republish Alan , sorry Glen´s books ….with color pictures and new copyright nonsense and we are supposed to just cheer and bring you in while you for no apparent reason, attack us ?

It´s ok D, think we are done here. No we did not give you the- maybe -expected ” princess treatment” , hope that was not too…. disappointing…Oh you just ” wanted to help a widow” , oh really , sure you did , isn´t that the exact thing Debess did for almost TWO years , in silence, happily …no questions asked ?

And only after the breakup all hell breaks lose , gosh gosh gosh..no you have to do better than that. You are not impressive in any way shape or form.NO facts you bring, just confusion and ridicule and damage control about your own role in this thing.Your character is awful and your shill behavior speaks for itself.

Speak with me with respect and I will speak with you 

 

 

Oh , darling is that how it works ? I thought this was all about truth ? To translate, I must bow down to you, suck up all your shit and lies and give you a princess treatment and never dare to ask any question , hmm..and say Amen…” do as I say or else” ?

Well, sorry hun, but that is not going to happen. You being in the cult for decades does not give you a higher value actually it decreases your value and validity, but that is just ..common sense.
You do not deserve respect , certainly not instantly, not for your lousy creepy ways and shilling, maybe you do not even realize you are shilling for the cult, but you are.
It all does not matter. Or maybe it is just one of your two hundred personalities, well you are in sessions with Jon and  I wish you all the best there is a lot of work to be done
so I hope it all works out for you. As now it for sure not the time, not yet anyway. Maybe one day you can come into the light, but now is not that time. We have given you plenty of opportunity , room, freedom and safe space to ” speak out ” but you REFUSED, fine, your choice, do not blame it on other people.

 

….to rant in comment boxes ?

…you became abusive 

 

I eh sorry no, mrs D, I never ranted in ” comment boxes” we have sites up , for quite a while, if you could be bothered..you must know as I gave you the links 🙂 personally
a true honor , but, like before, you seem to suffer from acute memory loss, alzheimer, amnesia , whatever it is..that is disappointing to hear ..

abusive ? no ? oh I get it , I did not instantly obey and suck up your BS story , is THAT what you mean, dear ? Oh, I get it , any excuse will do not to engage in communication, we know enough about who we are dealing with.

Your four years STASI work for the cult, it cannot be brushed over, not just like that. I am just being realistic here, although you probably call it vile or rude.
That is fine hun, just fine. Keep calling names, you are on your way to salvation…I am not attacking your character or personality , vile or not, I am calling you to reason for your actions but common sense is a rare commodity nowadays.

How long will you be a ” christian” before something happens and you throw that overboard too ? Why do you always need to be in a cult, is that not the real question you should ask yourself ?
Why you NEED a cult ? Think about that one for a second. You clearly cannot be yourself, you have to belong , as Alan would put it , to a group, a sect, something bigger than you. Or so you think.
This endless craving for a guru …that has to stop.

Melissa talked once in one of her crappy ” false history” session about going abroad, think to eastern Europe, Bulgaria or Romania, think it was under this Tyrant, but she forgot to mention the reason for that visit…now it turned out her dad and she are in a cult too, like you are now, 7th day Adventists, so that might well have been the real reason for their visit, to extent , promote the cult, bring new helpless souls into it , orphans and so forth, they got plenty of those in such backwards countries. Easy pickings.

The excuse you give is to safe vulnerable souls for falling into the CTTM cult trap, well , dont think it works that way , there will always be willing fools, like you , who fall into it , regardless of how many red flags you chose to ignore. That is a fact. So that excuse does not hold water. It truly doesn´t, besides, the ship is sinking anyway, so why bother at this stage in the game at all ?
It is a lost, has been lost since Alan left us as simple as that and the big scams started. Scams in with you actively participated with Gauleiter M.
Also, as  you know, she hardly has any fans out there, nobody watches her crap. End of story.
You were just a willing fool, you fell right in , like Debess by the way, completely suckered in , all the way to the bottom.

THAT is what happened there is no need to attack Mrs Read for that.

Mrs Read has a LOT to answer for yes , but you do not address those topics for some…mysterious….reason , you avoid them with gusto…why is that Diane ?
Simple obvious things, like ….why did Alan not take care of her ? That would be the obvious number one question and  as long as that question is not solved a lot , not all, will remain a mystery.
Or
Where do all those millions come from ? All for gullible sheeple that donated ?  Possible…the books and discs ya who know , maybe he had hundred or two hundred or a thousand suckers that pumped a hundred a month, like you….
maybe he was making 200 k  a MONTH , who knows…as , obviously, there are a few millions left so ..
that may explain the eagerness of the sisters to come to an agreement as there is plenty of cash , so they dont mind forking over a monthly allowance to the bitch in Texas, just to get things settled but the little demon refused, THAT is very telling. Focus Diana, focus…why she refuses money ? Those are the real big sticks here.
All the rest is just her evil character , scamming and your willing fool show. Almost makes it appear it is not really ” just” about money , is it? Maybe there are bigger fish to fry here..interesting developments, is That the reason , mrs D, why you , suddenly , popped up … just asking ….to lead us by the nose ? TAKE OVER CONTROL ?

You even admitted it yourself, your family has masonic ties, the same can be said for Alan by the way and most likely for the little creep in Texas with her cult past.
So what is going on Diana ? Lost your tongue again, you come out of the woodwork pretending to be the Godmother of Alan , the only one, the ONE, who has the right to deal with this issue ,the only one qualified, the only one who sacrificed and suffered, thus none of us, profane piggies , are authorized to address the topic of the AW Mystery , am I getting close ?
The great D is gonna show us peasants ” the way “…..and only your word counts….we must shiver now in our unworthiness.

Whatever you are up to , it aint working , dear. You have to better than that lousy worthless performance. Just empty prattle you give and deception and misconstruction.

Are we done yet ? Ya think we are done here.
Anyway, do not assume much more will come out from the cult from here on anyway, think all participants have now been carefully removed, detached, brushed aside….so the information flow has stopped. Unless…one of the parties wants to speak but they all seem to be very allergic of communication with the public. For some reason…
It is a true mystery , we have uncovered a lot , more than enough really to make up your mind but we will see if this goes any further, it is unlikely it will, but you just never know.

I have seen the topics for your future posts , Diana, but they all suck, you are not here to shine light on the topic , you are here either to obfuscate or you are nuts, whatever it may be , but one thing is sure you do not contribute or reveal anything. You make this some sort of emotional rollercoaster, well sorry but I dont fall for that one. I go for facts not feelings….or how you think Alan should have talked about your bible or whatever book, all you put up is ridicule. You are secretive, evasive, manipulative, you learned a lot from Queen Bee. Unless you have something real to say it is best we do not have any contact whatsoever. So you can finish your new ” project” in peace , for the greater good of course and not be annoyed by profane clowns like us , “vile abusive villains” …  🙂


have a nice day mrs D. and you do not have to donate …. we buy our own microphones…still…. thank you for listening. And if you can ever talk normally with us , you know, …man to man…, you are more than welcome…kudos…