A butterfly flutters across the open field, pausing to touch the traveler lightly on the shoulder. Each movement carries a lesson: patience, observation, and the quiet power of small acts. The traveler begins to notice the world not as it appears, but as it hums beneath the surface
We begin in March 2021.
After Alan’s departure, unexpected things began to stir. Announcements appeared on the CTTM site without explanation.
An obituary surfaced briefly — then vanished for a year — only to return after murmurs arose elsewhere.
No statement ever clarified who steered the site.
Soon, new posts emerged under pseudonyms: “Bev,” “Helen,” “Not Sure.”
Their tone was foreign, their timing abrupt. And yet life on the site continued as if nothing had happened.
Meanwhile, within weeks, Bee Melissa traveled from Canada to North Carolina to meet Butterfly Jo. Together, they drove to Texas — a partnership of purpose, perhaps necessity.
Butterfly stayed for about eighteen months, working freely, until disagreements grew. By summer 2023, the alliance ended.
Shortly after, the Bee’s focus shifted — toward copyright strikes, takedowns, and silence.
Channels vanished. Voices faded.
Under the banner of “protection,” Alan’s words were increasingly removed from public reach.
This was not rumor — it was verifiable action.
But before the storm grew, another bird appeared on the horizon — the Sparrow.
…Like nothing happened…
This went on from march 2021 to somewhere late 2023, a long time. It is also interesting to notice that a few days after Alan Watt´s passing those articles by “not sure” where published. We are probably not the only ones who find that rather inappropriate and unfitting, it certainly does not contribute to the whole persona later shown to the public , Bee Melissa, to be a so called ” grieving widow”, the facts do not match that statement. In a week after his passing those low quality articles were published and there was not even a hint or mention of Alan ? Again, this went on for a year and a half , more or less. Total Silence.
In the meantime, meaning between 2021 – 2023 , it has come to our knowledge, that bee Melissa , only a week or so after Alan´s passing had left Canada and had travelled by car to North Carolina
to pick up our butterfly Jo Leigh and with butterfly´s car they went to Texas. Butterfly Jo Leigh aka ” Debess” claims to have worked for the CTTM Bee for free, renting a trailer near Keene, Texas.
So , all in all, she has spend about 18 months down there according to butterfly. Butterfly Debess claims to have come to a disagreement as she found out things are not what they appeared to be.
Whether she left by her own accord or was shown the door is not very clear , but one way or another the relationship or partnership or cooperation ended, we are talking summer 2023. She lived in that trailer with the webmaster of cuttingthroughthematrix.com , a certain Kevin ( ?). We have to keep in mind Bee Melissa ( and butterfly Debess ) have still not yet publicly come out with one word to the public.
So there were grievances and the cooperation ended in summer 2023. Butterfly leaves Texas and heads back to North Carolina, where she lives. This will be the moment things go in a higher gear
as now The Bee / CTTM management starts up a large censorship / copyright offensive on the public. Under the banner of copyright many channels and sources showing work of Alan Watt are now taken down. This is verified. The Bee tried to take down butterfly´s youtube channel that partially worked, also forced her to take down all of Alan´s videos on her bitchute channel.
The campaign of silencing anyone who has any materials, audio, video, transcripts, etc, of Alan Watt / CTTM has not stopped ever since, it is still on the go and this is all traceable. It is for sure not hearsay. Under the most weakest of excuses social media accounts are taken down too, it is not just websites. If the famous copyright hammer is not sufficient other elements are thrown into the mix just to remove it. Unfortunately removing channels, websites and the like is rather easy for a long term site with a high ” trust ” rating, at least according to Google. A site that has been online for much longer and has more backlinks and the like has a higher standing or authority. Also it is known hosting companies or social media platforms will not stand up against such claims and the sources will be automatically removed in most , but not all cases. To avoid any liability for the companies, that is a fact. So it is obvious CTTM has a powerful position and it is easy for the company to silence and remove anything that features Alan Watt´s material.
But before we move on, let us head back to November 2022… a few months before the break with Butterfly and the Bee.
What happened in November 2022?
Well , let us see, let us introduce a new creature here, the sparrow…..