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In order to give a bit of background, lady Diana put herself , unasked and without permission on my FB friends list, no one does that and gets away with it 🙂
Won´t happen ! Also did send her material, but it was never intended to be used in a slander campaign against CTTM of course. It was just meant so she knows what has happened and how it all fits together, that is all. Of course, soon, as I did not go along with her drama queen stories , things went down the drain and the first hate mails started coming in because I did not suck on her lolly..did not buy into her crap and preferred not to ” bring her into the inner circle” as Queen Bee M would put it 🙂
Keep in mind, it was never mentioned by her how she got the material etc etc.
Why mrs D had to make four long narratives about her failures is beyond me. It is only in the last clip , again another two hour emo drama soap opera she says , literally in the last minute that ya well maybe I was wrong, but than she blames her 180 ” personalities ” for it, gosh that is easy , yes I stole your wallet but hey chief, it was my 36th personality, it was not me you know ?
Dont think that will hold in an interview with the inspector…
Also mrs D has now , is now, not longer harrasing me with her prattle, that is a good sign. Did block her first on FB, she perhaps did not see that coming, but it is so.
Toxic. Out.
Mrs D has slaved away 20 years for the CTTM Cult. Fine, that is her choice.
It is quite obvious she does not understand the works of Alan Watt at all as she keeps falling for scams , getting sucked in by tricks all the time. In a sense all this is quite hilarious.
I think Queen bee Melissa understands Alan Watt a thousand times better. This whole Diana thing, sorry to say but it is a total disgrace. Sure , at first, it sounded interesting, not that she did bring in new information but there were some details here and there. Think D is just jealous of the Queen, not just …but it sure plays a role, undercurrents.
Nothing we did not know previously.
Oh my0…. maybe she is gonna do a ” TED ” session , whacking alan , melissa and than all of us…eh..non believers … just for good measure …as we are all ” demons” now …for not kissing her ladyship´s boots…and not waving the bible or say ” god bless” hundred times a day , oh la la…
But mrs Diana , like Mrs CTTM and all those others that orbit around the cult ..do not like any word of critique. That is out of the question. It seems Diana picked up some bad habits in Texas…if you sleep with the texan dog you may catch some flees, Kevin and Jo got out , now it was your turn.
The other transcribers have given up you said , gosh, why would that be ? Any clues lady D ?
Yes , perhaps, annoyed by it all, but still no accountability, no insight, no learning , no nothing, and sending us hate mails. Hmm..wow…
In other words it was never her fault oh no…we can clearly see in her behavior and manners things are out of sync, you do not impress anyway , lady D.
Did CTTM ask for a new computer and UPS , another few thousand bucks ? NO
Did lady Queen Bee demand you fill up her freezer with 500 bucks of meat ? NO
Did lady Queen Bee force you to fork over the two K for her costs ? NO
Did Melissa force you to pay for her trip , after Alan left us, from Canada back to the USA ? NO
Did M force you to fly out to Texas, do this house , box moving crap and la..la ..la ? NO
Did Melissa force you or blackmail you , threaten you , ,to buy her all that crap you did for her , exercise bike, ball, faraday cage for bed, and who knows what else? Yes or No ? NO
So why you blame her ?
What exactly are your arguments , Diana ?
If you gave me an envelope with 2000 $ to ” help me” sure I ll take it, thanks babe, LOVE YA 🙂
Is that my fault ?
No it does not seem you were ” buying her love ” at all , D, gosh, where do we get that idea, hmmm mystery mystery…jeee….
You come up with ideas for projects and workloads and video , footage creation , content, fine, great, and later on you complain she let you work for her ?
You push , force, yourself into Melissa private life, fine , your decision, anyone who has a bit of sense of reality would know that may not be the smartest idea..to put it mildly..nest of hornets.
I am sorry D, am I missing something ?
lady D was disappointed if she does not hear from CTTM every five seconds, drooling at the phone, I am sorry Diana that is your problem and no one else´s.
Anyway , darlings, glad that nonsense is over and we can all move on , it is disappointing, you would have imagined, someone who lives in the cult for decades would have a bit more to say ?
And not have to steal our produce to make a point ? Just a thought..
Would you not assume that ? Hmm..was it a false flag ? A psyop ? Who knows, hard to say for sure.
Mysterious for sure, but than again, it is called the Alan Watt Mystery as it is ….yes…fill it in for me baby…a mystery 🙂
The saga continues…
Correction, Queen bee told you this years ago but you refused to look into it, tell it like it is D, don´t tell porkies…you DID KNOW but did NOT CARE and STOP using our material.
You are NOT authorized.
Oh, really , is that so ? Are you sure or did she just tell that to you ? Do not burden yourself with any investigation into the matter..Sure she was not his wife but that was realized by the majority of AW listeners right from day one…even before she came out with that fortitude nonsense…
Wow D, you really dug deep there , so in two weeks face to face with your Guru this is the best you can come up with , wow, such …dedication. All that info has been known for decades.
Is THAT really what you are telling yourself ? For real ? Or is it more an excuse to keep in the orbit of Queen Bee ?
You think it is normal what you did , lady D, tossing 20 k on the cult like confetti ?
Honestly ?
Aus Der Traum
I know , people having fun is quite a shocker, I admit.. the world stopped turning …comets came down…of course you ” said nothing” …duhh…that is your MO..as a cult member..just rant about , not investigating, analyzing…your ” shock” says perhaps more about you …than about Queen bee, just saying..
Bla bla bla…seems D is on a mission here to save the world, look we have not even touched on that topic, it is not that relevant, really as Alan said think for yourself, be your own champion..
why point fingers NOW , D ?
People who point a lot often have a lot to hide themselves , to deflect. Alan Watt and the new testament ? All that is missing is UFO, Aliens, annunakie and Flat Earth and the circle is round again.
You went from cult to cult, you said so yourself in your talk with M, new age, scientology, now in some christian Cult, I mean who is fooling who here ?
Are you sure you did not neglect your pills ?
Well, in this particular case I would have done the same thing. No question about it, I think she prefers to be no longer associated with you , gosh why would that be ?
Diana, if you allow anyone to have control over you , well that is how it is , you allow that.
It seems you are out of the Cult , the CTTM Church but you hopped into another church right away, who´s fault is that ? Not Melissa ´s , right ?
Besides Melissa has all rights to think for herself. You may agree or disagree , I find it all a serious BS story , if that is your ” showing the world” story wow…think you have to do a bit better than what we have seen till now.
No shit , sherlock ? wow..shocker
You offered yourself for use, close that mouth now …I said ..you can close your mouth now..sweetheart..
It is ok D, you are out, enjoy your life, find a knitting course , you were just in love with Alan, that is ok, that is allowed you know, you were not the only one, there were a few…groupies…it is all fine..
you projected that love on Queen bee and that ….did not end well, get over it.
You said yourself in one of you vids, you loved him and wanted to be with him, that was before Queen Bee showed up, but you chose not to do so, for whatever reason, not important, but you were thinking about it, seriously thinking about leaving your life behind you and cut ties, so be it, you did not do it , ok , fine, your choice. So spare us your crocodile tears now, it is long overdue.
Bye
Children, dear readers, aliens, gurus, the point is , to make that very clear, that we do not really care too much about this mumbo jumbo, just making that point very clear, the point is , have to spell it out for the little ones…the point is , since Alan passed away we entered a horror show of censorship, demonic control system, and psyops and shills, that is what is going in , in case you missed it.
That is the issue, CuttingThroughTheMatrix taking EVERYONE down who puts out or propagates Alan Watt´s knowledge.
THAT is the issue. If CTTM would stop doing their culling than we would happily stop further investigations in the matter.
However, CTTM refused comment thus they will continue their Demonic War Path, their Crusade against the world , as odd as that may sound to you. Trust me , they do.
It is not we have some pathological obsession with the cult in Texas ,USA , no we do not care at all. We are just allergic to the out of bound censorship, copyright, trademark and all that other crap, as Alan always wanted us to share his insights to the world, that is the whole point of AW !! For goodness sake. duhhhh…
He actively supported that in all ways , Alan always say ” do something” whatever that may be and if you could not donate , well pass some flyers with his work or leave them somewhere so people can come across him as most do not even know he existed , etc etc or burn a DVD give it to some folk who may be interested, etc, he had no problem at all with that, it would promote his work even more but for some mysterious reason that is now banned by the Cult since that Witch took over. So it seems the ” grieving widow” does not respect Alan´s wishes at all.
Food for thought.
So we are in CTTM Shilling Land that is obvious to the reader.
For reminders
the letters from Frau Reg aus Deutschland
Hello Admin / Site owner / webmaster / Hamish … I don’t know who you are,
🙂 I like your site and open thoughts and rant on development of the content and channels of CTTM after March 2021 and I like checking into your site occasionally for updates. I like questioning and researching backgrounds.
I am not a long time listener to AW/CTTM, only started around 2022, infrequently listening to privately uploading YT channels and the YT CTTM channel. Listened there to original podcasts. I did not notice at once that the person AW was already “deceased” until early 2023 and that the YT channel CTTM was set up and run by someone else when a woman talked very lengthy at the start of the original shows. And the old original shows were often cut and re-edited a lot. That made me curious what happened to the original host and so I found out he was no more (doing the show, maybe retired).
By profession I was in business research in earlier years and as I liked the original talks in general (+/- pro and cons) I wanted to find out and search what was going on. As an explanation was not obvious or given – who is doing it now and why (it is unusual to have a family takeover in this type of business). I came across one podcast of M – Fortitude – and it sounded hesitant, quite acted and phony and unbelievable in arguments why she is suddenly there. No photos together, strange settings, some of hers really look photoshopped into scene.
Also noted some discrepancies and contradictions in some of her own guest shows. I wanted to know what she is talking about in this ” Real History” series. So I listened to a few. Some had interesting guests, most were so tedious I stopped but I listened maybe through 6-7 of them completely. They give some “inside stories – made up or not – but contradict with M and AWs account (take the “hospital story” from 2016)
For example these 2:
“Real History” with Melissa – Ep. 50 – The Singing Chiropractor – Jan. 18, 2024 (link easily found – did not want to send link here):
“One person who really met AW”. The story is unbelievably hilarious. The friend-listener went into hospital each day 2016 to make sure AW had fresh bottled water etc. AW asked him to drive him urgently to hospital 3 times, declining each time of fear from doctors, and when he finally went then by ambulance. (Where was partner M? Yes, she is now called “his partner” everywhere or “the custodian of his site and legacy”! That’s a legal term and I think they were business partners of CTTM).
This friend is called Mark from Sudbury, retired as chiropractor at age 48 in 2008 or so and since had a good time. Started to get to meet AW in 2012, drove up to his house a year or so later. Helped hm with digging the septic tank in pouring rain with Mark’s girlfriend bringing home made soup to warm up. Later he loaned him cars as he was “so poor” for car repairs – for months. I cannot judge if Mark is a real friend or a great story provider. He claims to have been a “Toastmaster” member, maybe he is a great story teller then. He brings in how he met M – maybe to show she actually lived there – he visited AW unannounced and there she came out of the bedroom, introduced by AW as “my book-keeper”. The whole thing 😀 shows that M’s And AWs stories don’t sit properly.
“Real History” with Melissa – Ep. 19 – Judy in Disguise with Glasses – May 25, 2023 (link easily found – did not want to send link here):
Judy came before Melissa to visit to do what – not clear. Give help, cook, clean, research. Out of Arizona, by plane 😀 strange. Who would do that – so unreal, all have so much money to help relentlessly and altruistically and fly in and out on own expenses, not knowing the person? hahaha
Picked up by AW and “his helper” (for wood chopping and webmaster, also funny, or was this his real partner?) by car at a corner café, questioned, and then brought to the “shack”, did not like it there and left before time. Then came M., no hot and no running water (laundry at a creek, water well, laundromat in the unloved city frequently? :-D), did the cleaning, cooking, book-keeping, printing, editing, uploading, never saw her family once in 13 years but now seems to be very close to her Aunt Betty and her brother (in Fortitude there she claims not being one day apart from AW in 13 years besides for the Alex Jones interview). Judy then flew in a second time before M existed there to accompany AW to a Lasik eye surgery in Sudbury in 2006/7 as his “helper” was away. Lasik in those days was very expensive, let’s say $ 2000 per eye. Very expensive for someone living on donations (this was not an OHIP covered treatment! Has to be paid privately. And for someone who does not trust doctors, surgeons, hospitals and the whole system, a very daring move.
The stories are just manufactured, giving maybe a tiny hint of truth (location), rest is story-telling. A man in the woods with his dog like “The man in the mountain” (American series in the 1970s).
Checking for the person MR she has mostly lived in California during the 2000s, many location moves there before back to Keene, TX. No hint for Sudbury, Estaire, Toronto etc. In one of her shows she laughingly thought it funny that Canadians have to buy their booze in a special shop and she forgot how they are called. I lived for 5 years in Toronto and I still remember the “liquor stores” as for Europe it is also not known to shop for alcohol outside of the supermarkets. How can you forget this having lived there for 13 odd years.
As she was marked down as a literary agent in California with Field-Cech (company dissolved) and a book-keeping company (if the data is correct of the search engines but several searches brought this up) she is skilled in providing sales stories for promoting someone’s written work or show.
Also still visible (don’t know if active) is the “Alan Watt Media Inc.”, registered as such in 2014 (could still find it in 2024 on searches), 591 Elbow Ridge Rd, Estaire, Sudbury, Ontario P3E 4N1. Listed employees: 11, Revenue $ 2.9 Mio. annually.
My assumption is – as I do not know any of the CTTM persons involved – just from the facts, contradictions in story-telling around CTTM, this was/is just a business media entity, probably sponsored by those above, to spread the revelation of things as do / did Rosa Koire, Patrick Wood, James Corbett etc and similar persons in other countries. AW gave his name for the registration for the media company and then maybe sold it out to M. Would explain the long time gap before she came first out as “wife”. Deal needed to be settled juridically first. There are two copyrights, one for AW and one for CTTM! Royalties might still go to AW and heirs. Also he might just have retired. The “deceased” announcement on March 4, 21 – interesting date – and the secrets around could be a sign there was just a cut and takeover in business. They rarely write he “died” – or the “dead researcher” – always “passed” or “deceased”.
I am not a native English speaker and to me it sounds strange to talk in posh words when everybody says colloquially “dead”. Last I saw: “he departed in 2021” – to me this sounds just, well he left, he retired or so.
Interesting with all “freedom, truth advocators, researchers, podcasters” is how they invite and promote each other now constantly. I liked watching the low member YT channel Heys Reviews – suddenly he teamed up with and strongly promotes M for the CTTM book-club. All CTTM fans in and clapping, as you say, all gullible believers in everything, no questions, no discrepancies noted by them. They don’t mind a paywall for substack. Same with Sheep Farm Studio YT channel – giving M a stage and deleting critical comments not really questioning anything with her, just applauding. Dr Michael Yeadon too, Delingpole, David A. Hughes. A circle of friends 😀
To keep a memory alive, to promote the good work or “legacy” it only needs open archives, no preambling and no money as the man has given it up (dead or departed / retired). But it is and always was a business and, therefore, expensive flash drives and monthly subscription fees are needed. Depending on how many people are still involved, maybe now more than these 11 marked with the AW media company. Interesting too is that there always were and are (true or not) so many “volunteers” doing the videos, uploading, streaming, clearing old audios, preparing material for the flash drives and doing the graphics for CTTM (mentioned in podcasts that their names will show, never did). They are given out as fans, maybe they also belong to this company? They all are like Mark the chiropractor, retired with loads of time and apparently rich? Don’t need to work, have family ties/chores?
One of these helpers broke up with M: Warlyndi aka Diana the transcriber. She seems real and honest when she talks but don’t know her. And the 2 interviews with her from Real History have been deleted on all channels since. By accident I saw on the debess Bitchute channel a comment from her like “Please contact me, I have questions, I was friends with MR for the past 3 years (only! Although she was transcribing AW shows for 17 years! And back then no friends with M?) but ended our friendship. I have found out some things about M.” I found this so strange as I have listened to M’s podcast with her before that I screenshotted that. Next day the comment under Debess bitchute was deleted.
Warlyndi has meticulously mapped out and created series of themed videos like The authors, The controllers, The experiments, Signs and Symbols etc. – I liked these edited versions very much. So why donate to CTTM when the work is done by “volunteers” (if true)!
She says that here:
S1 EP4 — Structure of Channel – YouTube – warlyndi
Contact Info for Diana warlyndi@yahoo.com website: warlyndi.com — Alan Watt’s web site cuttingthroughthematrix.com AlanWattCTTM / @alanwattcttm7266 My Interviews “Real History” with Melissa Ep …
And I think the “shack” – on Google map it shows two houses there – might just have been the business location of CTTM / AW Media Inc. and living was maybe next door in the bigger house with the satellite dish on top of the roof. I saw one photo on a AW video from a private creator with a picture stating “AW’s driveway and Hamish” – looking on Google maps the dog runs down the private driveway from the big house to the “shack” – one can see it comparing the satellite view. The man living there now has put up a video on YT! No comment, just showing the driveway and the house (that is the house M also showed in Fortitude as being without running water etc). How come no neighbour ever noticed who lived there before and who died there. Well, research here is kind of fun.
So being poor or not… rather not. It is big business for donations as the AW Media Inc. report shows in (old) figures. There is an Ontario business company number with his company but I have no access to the register to check for actuality.
Yes, there is a business feud going on about money, not convinced that it is about any relationships. All involved are way over 60 – how long do you hold grudges or jealousy. I think it is just about money.
Not worth listening to the CTTM channel products now if one is looking for AW content as his original podcasts are on Internet Archive and still on the CTTM website under the respective years of publishing. The new YT channel has not much to do with the previous content but maybe moves into sort of book-club reading or so.
I will keep checking into your website and see what else you will find out over time and put on your site. Will be interesting.
Reg
PS
In Sheep Farm Studio Interview and previous other one M now added AW had a medical profession (I think that was what John McCormick was mentioning in his comment “The lowdown on Alan”- what you listed above) – before in the Fakeology interview of 2022 together with Weston they could not answer any question, anything! What he worked before, the bio, the bands he played for, the countries he travelled, why he ended up in Canada etc. And the host did not dive deeper and question them. Now she has stories about his parents and his education (a bit). Maybe he gave her permission now.
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bit of an odd thing to say ? my name I have given you, it is Rob.
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> Well, where to start. I am not too interested in this CTTM case alone, it is the general truther community that bothers me now after I have followed a few before and many during “Corona”. Local ones and English / American ones. I see the pattern, limited hangouts, circle of each other promoting communities and it has put me off after that to be honest. I have found a lot of big money-making outfits in Germany disguised for truth, then selling you in circles or selling mugs, gold, real estate etc.
> And still admit Patrick Wood, Rosa Koire, James Corbett and Alan Watt were the best with deep and coherent information.
yes it is all one big fat scam, obviously ……………
I agree some are better than others, it also does not mean all are ” owned” some just ” play the game” as you said, it is a business model for some, no you are wrong, the others do not , repeat, do not go into the mystery religion, but you do not know that as you are new again , I repeat, you must go into the old work of alan and jackie, and the BOOKS !!!
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Again, bit of an odd thing to claim ? hahah yes he is a constructed figure , true, man and his dog, etc, yes VERY artificial and VERY good information….
I do agree with the last part, yes John must have known him but that still does NOT explain alan s knowledge, he knew too much, end of story, no one knows so much as that knowledge is not authorized.
so , he must have been initiated somehow or trained in some capacity , his whole story about ” going to libraries” as a child , it does not cover it , also he admited to have high masonic connections, he did not ignore that topic , he admits to be in touch with such characters, make of it what you will, he admits to have knowledge not available to the public for example his insight into Theosophy, STeiner, Blavatsky , Besant, Bailey etc etc etc, he came on with the 360 degrees of freemasonry etc etc that is classified information he admitted that those books were not allowed for the public so how did he get his hands on them , you have a funny way of talking, where do you get those funny thoughts from ???? cute , far fetched but cute, grandchildren , really , please enlighten me, you are talking ab it rubbish hahaah you goon , technically, it does not really matter to me if he is dead or not, that is not the facet here, not the real point , the issue is the conology that is going on, the trickery, and mainly the censorship or as you would put it the ” take over of a brand” in a centralized form , THAT is the issue here, it does not matter if he is walking around or not, sure that is another topic for another day
> Patrick Wood e.g. at least has been a named co-author with Prof Anthony Sutton for “Trilaterals Over Washington: Volumes I & II “. Rosa Koire was a property commercial real estate appraiser specializing in eminent domain valuation and, thereby, found Agenda 21 implemented everywhere. Hm, apparently died conveniently May 2021, lung cancer. True or retired from the scene as they always bring out other “truthers” after a while. I don’t know. Patrick Wood teams up now with Catherine Austin-Fitts, a former state secretary turned critic. Well, they are all in the club somehow. And Patrick put up a paywall for his newsletter, $ 7/month 3 years ago. I could not believe it. Not for his articles but others…
It is a big show lady R, it is one big show, some are better than others, I do not trust any of them as they are obviously plants, that is obvious, you know , you are new to this , the story goes so much deeper but not sure if you can handle that , I fear I fear you cannot handle that, there is so much more you do not have a clue how deep it goes, not kidding, there is so much more to all of this, believe it or not
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> We are so deep into execution of Agenda 21 to 30 – who wants to deny this now, it is mentioned now on every corner, it is visible in building restriction, traffic restrictions. Wondering how the masses will take it. We are up for digital ID in Jan. 2026 in Europe. That’s official.
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> As I said I have done business research professionally before I changed my career slightly to other business subjects – I just like searching when I find s.th. that stirs my suspicion, be it business or “news” or else. That’s what brought me to the “Truthers” in the first place, to find out what was really going on. Your site added to my own suspicions about CTTM and showed the feud behind the scenes. Thanks.
Yes I am the only one as I am the only one , I am the only one who was in the web of connections, that is coincidence or the ” universe”, believe it or not, you probably wont but that is ok , wont hold it against you hahahaha, mrs serious
THERE IS more in this life than you think
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> Yes, I know who she is, I looked into some of her videos, also found her very strange but a kind person in the deleted M. interview video.
> Now: She’s been transcribing since 2007, every month! – back then there was no AI! Not really true, there was as I installed it and managed it , that is another topic for another day, it was available we used it a lot for the doctors Speechmagic it was the program it was designed for hospitals etc , specialists for dictation it worked quite well but you have a point it was not easily accessible, that is true and even if so someone like Diana would never use it anyway………
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> She was into that ritual abuse healing thing then already, in steady contact with AW who she calls her saviour. Then she worked for M after his “death”. And now she is a problem??? Well, not to my opinion, where is the surprise? Maybe she asked for money, in her video on structure of her channels, she says she will use these compilations she did on AW’s subjects controller, author’s etc on her channel as she has diligently put this together from talks out of 20 years. The thank you note to her is still on the CTTM website. So they knew / know all about her, why are they shocked now about bad publicity? Even her therapist was on one of shows or supposed to come on. Why having her on for transcripts back then. Maybe she really did it for no money.
AH you are catching on !!!! Finally my god that took a while !!!! 🙂
She states she comes from a masonic family background and tried to free herself thanks to the help of AW’s talks. And he gave her that task of transcribing. He himself sat through the Alex Jones interview with masonic triangle hands like Merkel most of the documentary – doesn’t disturb many followers mocking others with masonic hand signs.
Good Girl so you ARE paying attention !!! yes , easy to spot but most would miss it, yes he showed his hmm colors there yes for those that still may have had….doubts…well done !!
> I guess it is a copyright/money matter she had to delete everything she put on her channel from AW. Sorry , yes to some level yes but the big goal is control in the end, total control over the ” persona” of AW, domination, it is M s way or NO way. AS simple as that.
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> Yes I figured all that out , Frau R, I figured all that out, had to dig deep to bring it all up, it was all hidden. I am not sure why you force the impression on yourself she is an employee, yes it is possible , in theory, but my emotion says no, she did it not for money, it was love, believe it or not, call it devotion, you do realize they were in love ??? No you dont , you know nothing, I talked with her longggggggggg ago, yes they were close. she was his pitbull , like darwins pitbull , huxley hahaha yes I am very sorry to break it to you Frau R, but you do miss some issues here, you are wrong and that is ok, it does not matter at least you do plough a bit, I like that, no she was on his shows, in the early RBN days under the name JOE…I tested or verified that…
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> yes , correct , he was a bit picky with folk, to which I do agree , to some extent, with religious callers etc etc , I agree, I do not hold that against him, however……….read however…………sometimes he went overboard and cut off folk for other reasons so yes he stopped having callers later on , around 2012………so you are partially correct……….you jump to conclusions too fast , be careful, is Jo Leigh FErris a dubious character , yes, a fanatic and htey are always dangerous , that is correct they are relentless or dedicated she sees Alan as her property you see, yes callers are checked , dubious ??? yes , YES , actually M keeps lists of all folk who contact cttm , she let me know that, dubious ??? hmmm nahhhhh
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> So I don’t believe in this “romance” fluffy stuff at all (I am too much into the business world, nobody does anything for free, not over decades, unbelievable!!) – they were/are hired professional story creators, AW too, from the start. My opinion. He showed up out of nowhere, as a “knowledgeable listener” to Jackie Patru, no plausible biography as musician, author, “long-time researcher” etc. All made up.
????????????????????????? oh I do see where you are coming from , but , again, sorry to break it to you, you are missing the clue here, see now you make my puppy heart break when you talk like that hahaah 🙂
you do not KNOW them, I do agree one might assume that is the case, but boy you may have to look in the dictionary my dear R, look in the dictionary find the word LOVE , they were dedicated they were all in LOVE, what part do you not understand ? the world is not just about money , often it is , mostly yes, but not always, I have to say these are my impressions, why do I have those impressions, well, because Frau Karen did make the site alanwattarchive.com that took thousands of hours, hundreds to thousand, for FREE that is dedication or LOVE or as some may say insanity hahaahha perhaps yes but she was not paid to do it and got taken down by frau M , mercilessly so your statement is , as strange as it seems, wrong. Understandable but wrong. You are making assumptions, that is not completely what happened, Jackie DID ask him , several times, to talk about himself, he ignored, that is also a reason which led her to believe , later on that things were not what they seemed, it is all a bit more complilcated than you assume, sure AW in itself yes that is a fake thing , but that did not matter much as the information he shared was unique, unique….of course someone like me goes how the hell does he know all this ????????????
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> “A literary agent is a professional who represents writers and their work, primarily to publishers, but also to other media outlets like film producers. They act as a bridge between authors and the publishing world, helping to sell manuscripts, negotiate contracts, and manage an author’s career.”
Yes and frau Jo was very pleased with that ??? make of that what you will, she was pleased M set alan up with alex jones ????? of course there are many angles to this, levels, it is also about visibility aka money making that is my impression, he would be famous so I think that is the case money making, as he hated AJ he said and than, went back on his show hahahah
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> I have just checked it again, the entry for M is an older one, the company is dissolved but information can be found on these person search machines.
> She also worked for Schoenberg and Associates LLC (consulting and auditing / bookkeeping company)
> And this debess on your screenshots claims to have had a journalistic background – so they both were and are creating a story around AW (never any real true stuff) etc just for donating, selling stuff as long as the followers are in the mood and believe everything, don’t question anything as you say. I often wonder that there are those who praise the debess channels and CTTM but do not question why M would not mention and promote that 13 year old channel AW has apparently approved. Nobody questions anything. But the copyright issue explains it all. If you own it, you don’t allow others into your business.
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I did verify debess mrs R, I do my homework which is very easy for me as I know the facts or backgrounds of the players , I do not agree with your story , it is partially wrong, esp when it comes to Jo Leigh aka debess, you are wrong, yes most never question etc, true and yes she did block comments, true, dubious but no her motivation was dedication, as far as I can tell, I talked to her long ago, ten times or so, than I started asking questions and ended in the garbage bag….well yes copyright , yes but that is not the real reason that is a method not the real reason why she went after debess, it was relationship thing, you have been too long in the office it seems …..in the end yes M will crush anyone she does not like under copyright sure, but is she the legal owner ? I am not so sure as she has not yet taken me down but at this stage she must know, how do I know that , well I send her the link myself and she refused to take it down 🙂 otherwise she had to sign another take down form which will be forwarded to me and that does not look good on her record it would be a bit too much you see ? psychology …not money per se, in this case it is psychology, mrs M will not burn her greedy fingers again , it would be too embarrasing
> So M comes in around 2007/08, and now the famous story of “a man and his dog”, “goodbye from Hamish and myself” suddenly starts. In the Ontario woods, end of world, always cutting wood, water pipe breakages and repairs, broken down cars, shovelling snow all day all year. What utter B.S. So AW’s bio lies began really long ago. you are or can be very funny 🙂 yes thought that myself too……..was a bit ” too much “…..it is just too much , at some point things do get funny
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> ??????????? based on WHAT if I may ask ? He was very ill, in 2016 it is recorded and yes it did sound quite convincing, why would you doubt that , you have to look it up and I will let you in on another secret…the year 2016 is NOT archived on the site 🙂 but I made an INDEX of all his work, easy to do, easy, so I can search for all topics he ever talked about in seconds
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> and I let you in on another secret, not ALL topics are indexed…….do you get it ? some very important things he said are not on the index ……they are in the talks yes but you cannot find them if you want to like his artritis
> http://cuttingthrough.jenkness.com/CTTM2016/Alan_Watt_CTTM_1558_Blurb_Very_Important_Very_Ill_Apr102016.mp3
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> you are making one huge mistake , you are fixed in your thoughts, your mind is fixed, locked , you have to be more objective, critical YES, but objective , not cut it all down without any real indication, you are too swift and make mistakes
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> He was on the microphone very quickly after that. It just does not stand up with real life experience and with common sense after such “a severe, severe illness”. His hands also do not look arthritic (in the AJ documentary with the masonic triangling), he wouldn’t have chopped wood with them or given a Christmas song on his guitar then. We have family members with bad arthritic hands! The knuckles thicken/swell up and stay like that if severe and elderly. Hard to clutch fork and knife!
> Nobody has seen him play the guitar anyway but at least he has copyrighted the songs so they are probably his compositions. 🙂 you do have a good point, true, no he did heal his own hands , he talked about that, there are photos of him playing, does that prove anything, in essence, no, yes copyrighted, hmm hmm….he did things to his hands to repair them with “ALL THAT WAS MUST PASS AWAYTHE NEW ORDER MUST HAVE ITS DAY
> FIRST MUST COME THE END OF NATION
> BY CRISIS, CIRCUS AND DEGRADATION”
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HOWEVER? AND HERE IT COMES? WHY ON EARTH WOULD ALAN GO FOR BOOSERS KNOWING FULL WELL THE DANGERS? JUST TO PLAY MUSIC IN THE STATES ? COULD BE BUT YOU GET THE POINT HERE WHY WOULD MR OCCULT KNOWLEDGE WHO KNEW IT ALL ABOUT SUCH MATTERS STILL CHOSE TO BE INJECTED GOOD POINT VERY DUBIOUS DO YOU GET IT ,? it makes NO sense !!!! or did he just take the risk , but it feels very odd and cheap , if there was anyone who knew how dangerous they can be it was him so it is odd
I had boosters too , in the military , no I did not chose to go into that , they forced me too hahaha, military service , see they call it service if the state makes you join , I was with the United Nations , in Bosnia, in case you wondered and it was not voluntary, Wehrpflicht worked in medical field technology for 25 years
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> And this oh “out in the sticks”, so poor, hence her purposely poor, drab pictures of herself in Fortitude (I saw them too and had my thoughts compared with the later Texas ones).
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> clever !!!!! good catch and do not forget the washing rack or how you say in english, where you put the cups after washing ,d id cost five dollar and she had to beg alan to buy it oh my god
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> But, I am convinced she has not lived there longer and looked like this all the time! She’s a Texas-California girl, lived in many places in California, comes out of a well off 7thAdventist family of musicians, doctors, lawyers, no address change given for Ontario. Therefore, the photoshopped image in fur in front of her Texas house. I would have expected a photo with her in the snow, shovel in hand – I have that of me, so why can she not present one decent picture from Ontario. Because it is a constructed story only. I doubt she has lived where she claimed, she may have visited to meet and discuss with her boss/employer as we all do, she did not even know the term “liquor store”. No these are – like with lots of German “alternative researchers” – created stories for donations. And when you see this, everything adds up. It was a good business (the business registers are correct usually, there is a business number with it, even if outdated now, it was 11 employees and a good revenue). Even got him to be quite a land-owner. And lots around there sell dear now, not worthless. Elbow Lake like so many other lakes in Ontario are expensive holiday and retirement retreats, American pensioners we have met coming up for fishing, have you own boat, anchor place etc. Vacation area as well. True, you caught on , it is something along those lines……something like that yes , the story given is a joke, she was there sure, sometimes, but that is that,
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> When I lived out around rural roads in Stouffville/Ont before we moved to Toronto – there was every comfort on earth there in the “sticks”. Not just with us. Neighbours were helping out each other, had snow-blowers etc., one day I do your driveway, other day you mine. You can search for yourself there is some pensioner living there now in the house M shows to be AW’s “poor run down house” (he has a YT channel) or was maybe just the employees’ work station of the Alan Watt Media Inc when they were visiting. (He could have lived in the big house next door, the dog runs down there to the small house on one picture I saw). The problem here is that AW himself is a dodgy figure so anything is possible. YES !!!!! bingo
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> He would not have kept this business to live a pauper after 20 odd years toiling through snow and wood chips. Just altruistically saving mankind. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh a non believer , heretic !!!
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> Just unbelievable like the army of volunteers then and now helping massively and lengthy for free at CTTM.
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> My question – after these two ladies don’t talk to you – WHY should anybody call or ask them anyway. What to expect? I think the screenshots you provided say it all. that is the POINT !!!! she did take the bait , it was risky but she fell for it as she was emotionally unstable after I knew she had been framed by M, so she was angry so I stimulated her to ” come out and spill her guts” and guess what , she did , that was sheer luck and some psychology, it succeeded otherwise we would still have no confirmation, now we do, she erased it all of course but …………….too late………….
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> There were massive disagreements and anger. Over payments, copyrights. One lie after the other or rather obvious: They cannot say anything. Probably they either got a good severance pay for keeping silent or got a legal reminder to the secrecy clause. Not uncommon to have to sign this. They moved out or were moved out of the business-participation of CTTM. The copyright owner is now after them because she has the copyright. This is how I would explain it from my experience.
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> Otherwise, if he would be dead, the heirs would run up with lawyers to claim ground, house and business (maybe sell it then off to her if they cannot make use out of it).
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> And considering: A smart guy, used in business dealings with radio show contracts and donations gathering – no testament, no last will in case of death with all his material???? How unreal. We have done that for our children, everything settled, so they don’t fight later, you can put clauses in and more. Was he that daft, no legal last will notarially certified and deposited?? But has everything neatly copyrighted, all the talks and songs:
> Dialogue copyrighted Alan Watt, Feb 7, 2008
> Melissa dialogue @13 July 2025, Alan Watt 20 Sep 2020
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> Joined copyright is complicated, so her preambling is taken out of his, lined next to his. Stuck together in one show it creates a new copyright, therefore Melissa dialogue and own date.you see I did not know that , so I learned something I did wonder about that so yes good you cleared that up 🙂
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> I think asking the present owner or the other ex-participants for explanation only would show one thing: That one believes their storytelling of the poor man in the woods, done in by a gray old lady out of love vengeance with two other gray ladies. I believe anything but that. It is the business. Money-chasing, greed, low content and a host that is not as knowledgeable and eloquent as the original form CTTM.
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> Anyway, we’ll see what comes up over the year(s) with this one, can observe that over time, and with the other truth tellers. No bad feelings, you have your conclusions, I have mine, they can differ, everyone has a different angle/look on things. But your site is a huge compilation of the events going on after 2021. Nobody would have known about otherwise. And it is also a great archive collection of AWs shows and documents. Thanks for that 🙂
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> Take care, and thanks for the thought exchange. Sorry, I cannot write as much as you and that is all I have found out myself, what just caught my eye over the months. Might be wrong or just my impression. But further I am not interested in spending time finding out. I take what I see while going. In case I should see s.th. that might be of interest to you I can forward. Bye for now,
To be honest you do not have to spend time to find things out , I think the situation is obvious, massive cons going on , trickery, evil , call it what you like and yes financial is part of it but it is more to it than that , you do miss the finesses, it is more than that
the main thing is the copyright really or to put it antoher way her interference with other folk that is my objection, look I get your point, ok ? I get it , but I can assure you it is not just that , it is more complicated, also you miss so many aspects, why were the other ladies so secretive , lady M took down ALL sources not authorized and now you claim they were all business partners hahaha , come on now, get real , K and Jo were having relationship behind M s back, or whatever it was, who knows but somethin dodgy went on there and they are all eliminated now, all gone , M has full authority now, it was payback or revenge, it is complicated I admit for you to grasp that , that is why she took Jo down , kidnapped her , let her work for her, knowing she would find out and than kick her out, simple and once that is done take her channels down etc etc etc
silence all and that is completed
it is hard to estimate, how much is coming in financially , no idea
yes alan was a made up character , a business model
I dont care about all that , for me the point was to have access to information but now we have frau M on our hands and soon we will be all locked up
the point is I want her to leave us , the world , alone that is the point here
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> Same with Sheep Farm Studio YT channel – giving M a stage and deleting critical comments not really questioning anything with her, just applauding. Dr Michael Yeadon too, Delingpole, David A. Hughes. A circle of friends 😀
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