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Broken Heart Quotes: Finding Understanding in Words - The Goal Chaser


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And now, here’s your host, Jackie Petru

Good evening, ladies and gentlemen Thank you for joining us tonight on Sweet Liberty
Tonight is Wednesday It is the 18th of October in the year 2006



 

And I’m back with you live here tonight, folks I had programs, later programs, replayed for you
The last couple of weeks because of a cold that I had And of course, because as many of you know
Alan and I, Alan Watt, came to some, what have been, impasse On the last two broadcasts that we did
I am going to talk about that tonight

I really would rather not

Although my phone calls and the emails that I’ve been getting
I feel that I must at least address the issue
To answer some of your questions
Because I’m sure that there are those of you who have questions
That haven’t written and haven’t called
Let’s do the spiritual message first
And then we’ll get started
I would have liked to have been able to have somebody on with me this evening
Just to have a conversation, a give and take
That is, of course, what I’ve become so accustomed to
I used to do this broadcast by myself most of the time
I had guests on occasionally from time to time
But I did the broadcast by myself
And very often I would have something planned for the evening
I’d walk into the studio and a thought would pop into my mind
I’d be digging through files for papers that I wanted to use to share
Whatever it was that came into my mind
And I have very much enjoyed most of the conversations
That Alan and I have had on the air
Anyway, let me get to this spiritual message
Folks, this is from Matthew
It is Matthew 5 beginning at verse 14
These are words written in the red
And they’re words attributed to Jesus
The one we know as Jesus
He said, ye are the light of the world
A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid
And neither do men light a candle
And put it under a bushel
But on a candle stick
And it gives light unto all that are in the house
Let your light so shine before men
That you may, excuse me
Let your light so shine before men
That they may see your good works
And glorify your Father which is in heaven
And there’s one more I want to do here
I’ve done this many, many times
I love this, this is in 1 John 1 John
It’s in the back, towards the back of the New Testament
It is 1 John verse 4
Excuse me, chapter 4
And it begins here in verse 4
Ye are of God, little children
Ye are of God, little children
And have overcome them
Because greater is he that is in you
Than he that is in the world
And then we skip down to 7
Verse 7, Beloved, let us love one another
For love is of God
And everyone that loves is born of God
And knows God
And folks, I really, I don’t feel comfortable this evening
I want to tell you that
Because I’m not on here
I didn’t come on tonight to argue about
Or to denigrate or talk against Alan Watt
But there are questions that I hope, so hope
And I would be able to do together
Because of questions that people have posed to me
Questions that are sincere
Questions that really get to the very core
Of our very being, if you would
Because there is no contest, no dispute
From information that Alan has brought us over the past
At least five years
As far as ancient history goes
I don’t have the books
Most of us don’t have the books that Alan has referred to
Many of them, he’s had access to some mighty powerful works
And he has opened the eyes and opened the ears
And opened the minds of hundreds, thousands of people
Since 1998
And for those of you who are new listeners
And I might skip around here tonight folks
Because my thoughts do that to me
As I’m talking about one thing, another thought enters
And I take myself down a cul-de-sac
For those of you who are newer listeners
And who so appreciated the broadcasts
And the information that was shared
I want you to know that
At the website at www.SweetLiberty.org
There are a lot of archives
Alan has that suite at CuttingToTheMatrix.com
Even maybe more, I don’t know
Than we have at Sweet Liberty
As far as archives, as far as past broadcasts
That we’ve done together
Because to cover all of the information
That has been covered over these past years
And try to get it down into a little boil
So to speak, it’s just impossible to do
What I encourage you to do folks
The archives at www.SweetLiberty.org
They’re absolutely free
And the archives, the radio broadcasts
That CuttingToTheMatrix are absolutely free
And I would advise those of you
Who are newer listeners
To go back into the archives
We’ve covered it all
Over and over and over as a matter of fact
Our long-time listeners are very aware of that
Alan covered the same material
And as he said on the air
That it is said that people need to hear something eight times
Before they’re going to remember it
Maybe so
So there is very little
That it was being discussed
Even in this past three, four, five, six months
That hadn’t been discussed
Many times in the past
So once again
If you go back into the archives at www.SweetLiberty.org
And CuttingToTheMatrix
You’ll be able to catch up
Also, Nicholas has available
For our listeners
The entire year 2004
Which we were doing
For the most part of the year
We were doing four nights a week
And they weren’t all with Alan Watt
But many of them were
The year 2004
And the year 2005 are on disc
And you can get the entire year
2004 or 2005
For $120
It’s over 200 broadcasts a year
Is what it is
And so it’s less
If you can afford it
Or maybe want to go in with some friends
So that you can get the discs
And listen to the past broadcast
I think it’s a wonderful opportunity
For people who want to go back that far
And to listen to what’s been said in the past
Alan first contacted me
I was on shortwave
We had a very large shortwave listening audience

He contacted me first In June of 1998

We talked on the telephone
Probably at least once a week
Sometimes twice a week
Until December
Before I invited him on the air
And then once we got on the air together
We did a lot of broadcasts together
The listeners, as I said, have so appreciated it

However, there was a hiatus
In even our communication
From December of 2001 Until sometime 2003

I believe it was around the middle of 2004
It was about two and a half years
That we actually lost touch with each other
And then he called………..

And we started doing broadcasts again together
So all in all, we’ve had about five years on the air
I regret the impasse that we came to
And I want to make it clear to you folks
I had a couple of calls from people
Who wanted to know about it
So I went in to listen to what he calls a blurb
And he said that it was last week
That he wouldn’t be doing the broadcast
Because I was having a replay
And also that he said that he believed

That we are at an impasse with a question mark

Well, I listened to a new one
That he’s done, I think it’s called
Ego vs. Truth
And in it, well first of all
He said that he would have it available
By 9.30 this evening
For you all to listen to
I was sorry to see that he was doing that
We’ve done so many broadcasts together
And he knows that Sweet Liberty is on at 9.00 p.m.
I noticed that on the 4th of October
Which was a Wednesday
And the 11th, and he, in his blurb
He said that he would have one
Ready to download for you tonight
And listen to
So it looks as though
Maybe he would reconsider
And maybe he would do his at 8.00
Or at 10.00 p.m.
Given that I am on WFAR
And I am on a specific time slide
Alan’s doing his from computer
And I think it would be very nice
After all these years
If there wasn’t a competition for time
So maybe Alan will reconsider
Give that a little bit of thought
And allow you all
To listen to Sweet Liberty
And the cutting through the matrix
If you so choose
I wanted to acknowledge the phone calls
That I’ve acknowledged
Those of you who’ve called on the phone
And many emails that I’ve received
Emails of support and emails
Saying please resolve this
So that you and Alan can start in again
Although many of you who send emails
Have said thank you for asking the questions
That I’ve asked
And hopefully that maybe Alan would be
Willing to answer directly direct questions
I want you to know that the impasse folks
Has absolutely nothing to do
With me being angry
That he and I do not disagree
Excuse me, do not agree
I don’t get angry with anybody
Who doesn’t quote belief
The way that I believe
And even though I share
My understanding of spiritual truth
If a person does not accept it
They do not accept it
And so the impasse has nothing to do
With my being upset
That he didn’t agree with my belief
Because in so many areas
We are on the same wavelength
The impasse was my desire
To have him answer or to define
If you would certain things
That he has said
And the answers are not forthcoming
The reason this is important to me
And you’ve heard me say this on the air
You’ve heard me say it on this broadcast
I’ve listened as we’re having conversations
Some nights and I think how
How overwhelming it can be
All of the information to really wake up
It is very, very overwhelming
And I know it because I experienced it
I was awake to a certain point
When Alan first called me
In fact maybe that’s why he called me
The first time he called
He said he had been listening
And that he told his wife
That I almost got it but not quite
And so evidently from listening
He realized that I am a seeker of truth
And that I wasn’t totally asleep
However, my awareness
If you would in this physical realm
Of the system
My awareness of that
Went back a hundred or two hundred years
In the history that I had read
I’m not talking about history
That we get in school
But Alan took us back a thousand years
Two thousand years
And my eyes were opened
It took a while
And sometimes he would say something
And it would take me four months to get it
And suddenly you get it
And when it’s all coming at you
I do understand how overwhelming it can be
Another thing besides how overwhelming it is
I don’t want to leave people hopeless
I don’t want to create hopelessness
Within anybody
That is not what I’m here for
And I know that it isn’t my purpose in life
It’s to bring hopelessness
And I pray
I have prayed in the past for discernment
To be able to know the truth
The difference between truth and lies
And truth sayers and the liars
Because not only would I ever, never
Intentionally mislead
Any one of you, anyone
I don’t want to do it unintentionally, folks
I don’t claim to have all the knowledge
That truth, I know truth
I know some truth, simple truth
I do know that as we so-so shall we read
I know that
I know that it is a universal law
And I also know that our Creator
Has blessed us, has bestowed every blessing
Already upon us
And it simply awaits our gratitude, our love
And our openness to receive it
I know that
I do know also that we are spiritual beings
And Alan knows that too
And they’re…
So now I’m going to stop here and back up a little bit
My concerns have become
A mixed message
What I see is a mixed message
That was why I was hoping that we could talk about these things on the air
Not personally, not privately
But talk about it on the air
For the benefit of you all
So that we can understand
If there is a way that we can understand a discrepancy
What I see is a discrepancy
Or maybe allow Alan an opportunity to restate
Maybe he misdated himself
At one time or another
And it doesn’t have anything to do with discrepancies
About ancient religion, excuse me, ancient history
It is on the spiritual level, folks
And this is my concern
And the fact that I have been an avenue
Since 1998 with that two and a half year hiatus
Right up till the current time
I have been the avenue
For Alan to get his message out
I feel a very deep
Sense of responsibility
Besides the love with which I do this broadcast
But a responsibility
I’ve had another broadcaster said
One time the trouble with Jackie is that
She debates with her guest too much
Whenever I had a guest on
That said something that I absolutely knew was not so
Then I would address it
And if it turned into a debate
Which I didn’t bring ever
Bring anybody on to debate with
But the one thing I would never do
Is to sit and let somebody make a statement
As though it’s fact when I know the actual facts
I’m not talking opinions here
Maybe a political thing, whatever
But I could not sit and not say anything
Because then to me
It would mean that my listeners
Accept that I agree
And I don’t agree with inconsistencies
And that is what this is all about
Is just inconsistencies
It is an opinion
And it isn’t beliefs
They’re just very simple and basic
Facts
But they, as I said earlier
They relate, they affect
The very core of our being
And I did, I do, I’m going to
Address a few of these this evening
Simply because we weren’t able to do it on the air
As I wrote to somebody that
Yes, we are in an impasse
I don’t know if it’s resolvable
Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t
But I do know that we need closure on this, folks
If it isn’t resolvable
I could not see myself coming on the air
And pretending that Alan Watt never existed
In our presence with me and with you all together
Now, excuse me
What I’m going to do here, I did this back in May
These are words that Alan stated
And that was May 17th, I believe, if I’m not mistaken
Or it might have been May the 24th
This is a conversation he was having
With our mutual friend, Miss Evie Bernthorn
And the reason I’m going to repeat this
Is because this was stated very emphatically
And it was also stated very emphatically
At another time on sweet liberty
The message today is different than this
He was talking about the secret societies
And he said that people need to go to meetings
And challenge them
This was part of the conversation
And make them admit that they have given a note
To another association or a club or whatever
And Miss Evie said that it seemed like
You’d become a martyr if you did that
Because if you got up there in front of all of them
And he said, yes, it would be like you are a martyr
But he said, you know, the policemen are nothing but bully boys
Then here’s where he began
The conversation that I transcribed from that conversation
They had, she had it on tape
Because he never said it again
When I wanted to talk about it
The subject was always changed
These are his words
He says, talking about the policemen being bully boys
That they’re in the minority
And once the head is cut off of any monster
The rest of it falls apart
I’m trying not to read this whole thing
But just to skip down
They’re just robots who take a central command in a paycheck
But you’re conditioned to them all as invincible
And undefeatable
But then really, you go beyond them
You go to the ones who are in control of it all
And point them out as being the gangsters that they are
They’re obvious gangsters
And that’s when they talked about going up to the crowd, etc
And then he said it would be like being a martyr
And he said it would be that anyway
He said there’s also another element to all of it, you see
And it does involve the fact that there is a consciousness in this world
And you can create consciousness in this world by willing it to be so
And when you have enough on the same wavelength as it were
Because the other side used this technique for sure
When you have other people who are willing
Another way to come into existence
That is the real war that goes on
And it is a spiritual battle
We know that as well as the physical, don’t we folks?
He said because at the very top of this
Behind all the religions
Behind all the masterminds that ever existed
And gurus
They have always known that there is such a thing
As a spiritual force within everybody
That can be utilized
And they’re more terrified of that than anything else
And again he said that’s the key
Because if you can keep everybody trapped in a world where everything boils down to
Matter
Things that are produced and procuring wealth
As long as they can keep us trapped in basic material needs
We cannot get to that plane where the real war goes on
And he said they’ve written about this
That’s what’s done me
Is that they did write about this
And when you have enough people
Just enough people
You don’t even have to be the 3%
But when you have enough
Who are honest enough
And who are self enlightened
They’ve come to that plateau
Who will will it to be another way
And that’s when their world will come crashing down
And big changes will be made
And that’s
As far as I’m going to go with that
That is the main thing that I wanted you to hear
Ladies and gentlemen
That within every individual
Is a spiritual force
And the reason this is them
I know that this is so
I know that this is so
And the reason that I bring this up
Because it is so important
In my mind
For all of us to know this
We don’t have to
We don’t have to twist ourselves in pretzels
We don’t have to pray to saints
We are one with our father creator
We are of our father creator
And the communication
Is within us
The ability to communicate is within us
And
I went and listened to
Some other broadcasts
That he had been on some other shows
Because people were calling me
And saying, did you hear this show
And he said this and he said that
And I would go to listen
And the one thing that I have heard him say
And he said it on Sweet Liberty Sense
Is that everybody doesn’t have spirit
Now that is exactly opposite
Of what I just read to you
And what was said on the air
On Sweet Liberty
To a very large shortwave audience
And I believe we were on the internet at the time
Not sure
But when people
If it was anybody
Just anybody who said that
You could take it with a grain of salt
It wouldn’t bother me
This is Alan Watt
Who’s been a guest on this broadcast
Hundreds of times
Who made the statement
In direct opposition
To the one that I just read to you
That was made
That within every single individual
Is a spiritual force
Now the message is
Everybody doesn’t have spirit
Everybody doesn’t have spirit
And that a spirit was made for us
But we have to call the spirit to us
And spirit doesn’t always come
That’s frightening to people
Who hear that
And the reason it’s frightening
Is that people hear it from Alan Watt
And I do know this
Is that in fact I mentioned it to Alan that Wednesday
There are many people
Who have adopted Alan as their new guru
And as Alan has cautioned you
And as he said many times
That people are just looking
For another guru to follow
For someone else to follow
When Alan Watt says it
People take it seriously
And if he had only been a one-time guest
I wouldn’t spend a broadcast doing this, folks
But he’s been here so many times
And because of that
He has the responsibility to address these differences
And possibly he would like to ask him the questions yourself
Or possibly Alan may call
I don’t know
I would rather not have a private conversation
I would like to do it on the air
That may not happen
And I won’t be spending another broadcast like this
I want you to know that
We’ll get on to other things
We’re going to take a break here
And we’ll be right back
You stay with us, folks

Alright, we’re back here folks

 

 

So that was one of the, to me, the very important inconsistencies
That I think would be wonderful if it was explained
How everybody doesn’t have spirit
We have to call spirit to us
And sometimes spirit doesn’t come
And then on the other hand
To say that within every individual
Is a spiritual force
That was the message
That was the message of love and hopefulness
Not hopelessness

And there was another statement that was made
That regarding reincarnation
That we only get ten times, ten lifetimes
That was, he said, that was an ancient
From an ancient religion I don’t know
This was a discussion we had on the air
In fact it was just a prayer
To our having our two and a half year hiatus
He said for those who are waking up right now
It’s too late

And to say that to people
Who admire and respect and believe
The person that they’re listening to
And the fact that there is such wisdom
And there is such a vast memory bank
Full of ancient history that has been given us
People take it seriously
That causes confusion
When we were on our last broadcast
I thought what he said was so
When he was talking about people stepping out of the system
And the first step that’s taken out of that system
Is the beginning
And that’s when the spiritual side begins to develop
What I would like you to do is keep that in your mind
Keep that in your mind
That within every single one of us
Is the spiritual force
That literally can overcome this world
As Jesus said, ye are the light of the world
Ye are the light of the world
You keep that in your mind
Because I know that for the most part

You’ll continue to listen to Alan…But you keep that in your mind….It’s never too late…

No, I take that back….I can’t say that

 

 

Any more than Alan can say
We only have ten lifetimes
It is my belief
Not a knowing, it is my belief
Like a knowing
That when we begin questioning
And we begin seeking truth
Is when we begin
And the journey back home, if you would
Into spiritual consciousness
I have no doubts of that in my mind, folks
And maybe we don’t get
Hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of time
Maybe if we don’t learn our lessons
And lessons are presented to us
Over and over and over again
And we choose
We choose to ignore it
We choose to ignore that still small voice within us
Because we always know every time
That we do something that isn’t okay
We know it
I’m not talking religious
Like if you don’t go to church on Sunday
You’re going to hell
Or if you happen to eat meat on Sunday
Or if you eat shellfish or whatever
I’m not talking religious things
I’m talking about, as Jesus told us
When they ask him, what is the greatest commandment?
He didn’t say, thou shalt not, thou shalt not, thou shalt not
He said, love your father with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength
And love your neighbor as yourself
That is the greatest commandment
And both are the same
And we all know each and every one of us
Every time we do something that isn’t okay
That is mean or petty or vindictive
Or revengeful
If it isn’t loving
If it isn’t kind or compassionate
We’re stepping off the path
And we know it
And when we choose to ignore that
Over and over and over again
Maybe it happens
Maybe the energy dissipates back into the ethers
I don’t know
When I brought up this conversation that I read to you earlier
On that one particular broadcast
He said that that was meant for one person
And I reminded him that he had said it before
To a huge audience of fundamentalist Christians, actually
A different listening audience than we have today
Because we’ve had many, many conversations about the religions
And Alan said that everybody isn’t ready for it
Well, folks, to withhold spiritual truth
Because somebody might not be ready for it
It’s an inconsistency
The truth is written in our hearts
And we know the truth when we hear it
But everybody isn’t ready for it
That was only meant for one person, I was told
And he said that we shouldn’t talk against people’s religions
Because it’ll push them away
Or I forget which word was used
Well, Alan and I have spent dozens and dozens of hours
Discussing religions and how religions are man-made
And exposing the lives of religion
And suddenly, on that particular night
We’re not supposed to say anything
I didn’t say anything, by the way, against somebody’s religion
I read a very beautiful passage of a conversation
Of words that Alan spoke to our friend Effie
And that he had spoken on the air before
But that particular night, I believe, as I said, it was May 24th
This year, it was only meant for one person
Everybody isn’t ready for it
And if Alan, he said that he talks with people on a one-to-one basis
I said that you can’t talk to everybody, Alan
My concern, my concern
Is each and every person who’s listening to this broadcast
Takes from it something that is uplifting
And no, I’m not a cheerleader for this world
But to leave this broadcast so downcast
That I’ve had mail from people and emails from people
Okay, what are we supposed to do? Sounds to me like this is a done deal
We’re supposed to just roll over and play dead? No
And we do that, which we’re led to do from within us
But I was told that he talks one-on-one to people
And when I said you can’t talk to everybody
I wanted our listeners who are ready for this to hear it
Then the comment was made that you can’t say things
Against people’s religion
And when I said you can’t talk to everybody
He said I’ve talked to hundreds
I said, but that isn’t everybody, Alan
And there was dissension there
People called me and said he was miffed at you this evening
I regret that, folks
But to sit and say nothing
When comments are made that are an exact opposition
To what has been said before
That nullifies the truth is what it does
And given that this is a Sweet Liberty broadcast
Hosted by Jackie Patru
And that I opened the doors
Back in 1998 for that message to get out
Then I owe to you some explanation here
As to what the quote impasse is
It isn’t that I’m angry because Alan doesn’t believe
In what I do, as a matter of fact
Very much we’re on the same page
And when this message began to come out
More and more and more
Everybody doesn’t have a spirit
And then we’re talking about…
So I never did understand this
And I asked the question about it
Those who have been cast here
I cast down
I asked where they cast down from
Jesus said the Kingdom of God is within us
Are they from up there in the sky somewhere in the clouds?
We cannot be cast away from our Creator
Because we’re one with our Creator
We can choose to ignore that
Or maybe we don’t know it
But if it’s presented and we choose to ignore it
It doesn’t change anything
It doesn’t make it not so
What it means is that in our mind
If we deny it
And turn our backs and say
That isn’t so, there is no God
Or whatever
Then if as it isn’t
But it doesn’t change anything
I cannot be cast away from my Creator
I cannot cast my Creator from me
Because I am one with my Creator
As you and each and every one of us are
It is choices we make
Choices we make
If we have the opportunity to make the choice
If we ever come out of the lies of the religions
And this next that I want to share with you
I had a gentleman call me and tell me about this
I had gotten all about it
And I actually had it played for you
Last Wednesday
Because I wasn’t going to be on the air

This was the broadcast that Alan and I did
In August of 2004
And it was replayed
In our archives
On November the 2nd
We were talking about
The different colors
Of man, etc, etc
And talking about a white race
And I said
He was talking, we were talking about
The red-haired
The red-haired pharaohs

And people in China that they found red-headed
And they were white
I said this sounds like a white race Alan
And he said it is
He says yeah but I said well is it
He said well it is definitely a white race
And now listen
He said it goes back
Into the legends of a super white race
That were almost albino in the beginning
And that goes back
To the ancient mystery religions
The ancient mystery religions
Of the ones who were cast here
To the earth
And the first bodies they created for themselves
Were basically pure albino
So what we’re getting here
I thought at that time
That he was explaining
What the ancient mystery religion belief was
And then he went into the Old Testament
The different, what they called them
Horites and etc
He said there’s no doubt
That the priesthood knew
Things did not begin with the Hebrews
You knew that, you know that
The world has been here much much much longer
It’s been through many empires that are lost in time
And lost in history
There have been many bids
By the evil doers
You might call them on the planet
To take the whole world
Into their own control
And under their own control
For complete and total control
As you see happening today
There’s no argument there is there
But he says that something
The real creator
Always steps in at the grand finale
And seems to make him low again
And then they go back into hiding
They go back to the mystery religions
Because they’re hunted
And I ask is this their history
As they tell it
This is their history, yeah
When you say the real creator steps in
That’s as though saying our creator
Actively gets involved in what’s going on
That’s beyond my ability to comprehend
He says well long before the so called
Mystery religions
It was said that everyone on earth
The natural people who lived here
Could converse freely on a one to one basis
With the creator
There was no priesthood
And eventually over a period of time
This creator left the world
Running like a clock
Left the world
That’s like our creator comes and goes
And it sounds to me like our creator is a man
I’m not saying that our creator could not manifest
Into anything
But think about this folks our creator is
Within each and everything in this physical realm
There is a consciousness
In all things
A consciousness in the plants and the trees
In the animals
In the fish and the birds
There is a consciousness
And that consciousness is of creator
Because creator is
All
In which we live and move
And breathe and have our being
Our creator cannot come and go
And this is what we were told
That it goes back to the ancient mystery religions
And he said
They claimed that there was a war
Between these other beings and the creator
And these beings were cast here
Now he said
A few paragraphs before this
Or a few minutes before this
That the ancient mystery religion
Religion is the one that teaches
That there were evil doers who were cast here
And of course Alan has told us
And exposed and verified and confirmed

 

Religions were made by man
Ancient mystery religion
I don’t care what religion it was
Religions are made by man people
But anyway

Those who were cast here….Started the whole ball rolling
Of trying to conquer everything
Through the use of science
To control everything in the whole world
And they’ve tried at least seven times
According to the Brahmins
The Brahmin religion
So we’re talking about religions here
We’re talking about beliefs
And when I said
And then he said that the secret is
That the creator himself
Put his faith into the lives of some people
During that period

In other words
If there’s something worth saving here
Or changing
He will come back and change it
I said now this sounds like
Now are you saying this is their story?
And he said no
This was written about in religions
Pre-existing the Hebrews
So what I’m getting here
Is that this is the story
It’s a story
And it’s from ancient religions
Those who were cast here
And the creator
Left the world
We may as well be talking about Jehovah
The God Jehovah
Of the Old Testament
That Alan mentioned was Lucifer
I wouldn’t disagree with that
Not sure exactly
What Lucifer
Represents
Or is meant to represent
Maybe the Lord of this world
I’m not talking
When I talk about creator
I’m talking about the source
Of all that is
And there’s the difference
In spiritual truth
And talking about ancient religions
Belief folks
And maybe I’ve said enough on this
For you to at least consider
As much as
As you appreciate
And I’ve appreciated Alan
Alan and I have become friends
Well, in a sense maybe
I thought we were friends
And I do regret
That this has happened
Although maybe
This was meant to happen
When it did as it did
Because I can’t
Talk about
I don’t want to talk about
This material world
And those cast here
And people taking over this world
We have to talk about
The truth of our history here
And the truth of this system
And you can go and listen to
Hundreds of hours about that
When we’re talking spiritual issues
I would prefer not to bring
The stories of the religion
Of the Brahmins
Of the Hebrews
The ancient mystery religions
And refer to it as though
It’s a spiritual truth
And of course it is up for you to discern
And that would mean asking
Asking for discernment
The answers are within us
All of the answers
And just be discerning
And know that everything I say
Is not truth
I don’t claim to have all the truth
But begin to go within
And we have talked about this
Alan had discussed this
Begin to go within
To be, to sit quietly
To find quiet time
And to begin seeking
I believe that the majority of you
Who are listening to this broadcast
And I don’t get the same kind of calls
That Alan does
You know, the people who call
That are ready to go off the edge
And off the deep end
And go into psychiatrists
That have to be programmed
And reprogrammed
I get calls from those of you
Who want to talk
Who ask questions
I can only share with you
The level of my understanding
And my own personal experiences
And I know that’s been
Invalidated in a sense
That the trouble with sharing
Your own experiences
Is that nobody can relate to them
I understand that
We have to have our own
Although I can speak
From personal experiences
That I’ve had
I know that the universe is benevolent
And I know that we are
Beloved
And holy and precious
Children of our creator
We don’t act that way
All the time, do we?
We have the potential
Let me put it that way
We were created that way
We were created that way
Like a perfect symphony
Written
Maybe we need to learn
How to play
The notes of that symphony
And then we will be
We will be
Being what we truly are
As children of God
Children of creator
I don’t like that word
We’re almost out of time here
I was wishing tonight
That I was set up to take your calls
I took the phone away
From the broadcast desk
When I went off the air
And I unplugged some things
I don’t know how to plug everything back in
And there’s a possibility
That maybe I’ll get it hooked back up again
So that I can take your calls
That would be fun
I would love to talk with you and hear from you
And I can’t tell you today
What we’ll be doing next week
Because I don’t know
As I told you this evening
That I would rather
Not have had

This conversation tonight…I would have rather had it with Alan…I almost feel like I’m talking behind his back
Although I’m not….Because I know he’s listening….

And
And that is the way….
I would have hoped it could have been
And it wasn’t……………….

 

So it doesn’t mean you’ll never hear Alan
What again, does it, folks?
Because he’s doing his own
In fact, as I mentioned earlier
At least tonight
He said that tonight
His show tonight would be
Posted at 9.30
Maybe he will
Reconsider that
And either do his at 8 o’clock or 10 o’clock
So you don’t have to make a choice
It doesn’t matter to me
I’ve never advertised this broadcast
I have over 400 people
On my email list
And I never once
Sent out an email that I recall
I might have once or twice
But I always felt in my mind
That anybody who was listening to Sweet Liberty
Was meant to be listening to Sweet Liberty
And that you would find it
If there was a message here for you
One person told me They only listened to Sweet Liberty To hear Alan What
That’s okay

 

And you can hear Alan What…Because he’s doing his own now
And…We’re not quite out of time

And I feel like I’m out of words here
And if I had a song to sing to you
I would not sing to you
Not sing to you
Play for you

We just have our one-minute warning
Here
There are probably things
That I wanted to say
Or that I wanted to say in a different way
If I think of it
I’ll make a note
And maybe bring it up
But don’t expect that
Another broadcast will be spent
On this issue
And folks, thank you for being here tonight
And I will be back
Next Wednesday night
Barring any unforeseen events
Good night