Introduction
A few days ago, Karen did inform me that she uploaded an audio file to the internet archive. Did listen, download, and transcribe it. Did run AI over it , to organize it a bit.
Now, first off , it is nice she did that, true, however….I am not too pleased with the result, ok, it is better than that Diana crap , but still it is very anecdotical, very superficial , it has many cute bulletpoints about Alan Watt, sure, they talked almost daily , later weekly , so yes one would expect a bit more ? Meaning , mrs Karen did not ” ask questions” how often have we heard that term come up , darlings ? So, in essence, she is just another cult member as only cult members do not , never, ask questions, they just listen and purr like a cat. Obviously. That is not at healthy relationship in my estimation. You cannot call that a relationship or special bond. That is cult behavior. Plain and simple. No need for mystery.
Sure there is a disclaimer as a lot of stuff that is said by Karen claiming Alan said all that, is a bit hmm far fetched or bizarre or accusation styled. But as Karen says herself, she did not feel ” the need” to ask questions ( make that make sense .. ) so she let Alan ramble on….unrestricted… also she wont really go into the nature of their ” relationship” ….after he appeared on Alex Jones channel, that famous interview…the house at the lake thing, Alan dolled up in white suit, throwing hand signs… etc….she discovered him, started listening and seeked contact…. again no details given ..how predictable… yes there were many ladies , usually quite well to do , Alan was in contact with…..
Why Karen chose to use a ” robot voice” some technique to obfuscate her voice, heaven knows, makes you wonder, does it not, makes you wonder, you would assume she would be proud or feeling ” chosen” as she was, after all , the most close person to Alan Watt, ever. When she bought the domain, alanwattarchive.com, she put her private details online, address, phone numbers, email
so why the sudden need for privacy or secrecy.
Does not make sense. Illogical.
Thus had expected more insight or depth in her narrative. Most heavy topics are not really dealt with. She does not really go into the Glen Kealey thing, for example, she does touch on it but not that part of it, the plagiarism. Things like that you see…are …avoided…circumvented…you get the point. Karen, listen, no one doubted or claimed otherwise in regard to the education he gave us, that is beyond question, it was marvelous. No one questions his knowledge part. That part is covered completely and outside the discussion.
No, the point is , in my view, too much has been left out , as Alan often talked or touched upon his high masonic contacts, openly. Things like that. Yes he often claimed he saw Icke and Jones as controlled opposition, obviously, and yet, half a year later he goes on Alex´ show again … 🙂 make that make sense, unless there was a reason, I think it was just to give him more listeners , well that part worked. Also it is claimed as alan did look very wealthy in the infowhores video that donations dropped. Well, that may or may not be so , however, if one portraits themselves as being affluent, well to do , on purpose, than that is to be expected , I think. So that is a bit of crying wolf , really.
Some aspects of his life are highlighted, his youth, etc but all in a touched up version, it is all neat and cute , mostly. Also the emphasis on the paranormal is odd , perhaps. It is all very vague and distant. Very neutral in a sense. Lack of emotion. Like she was with him , interacting but also not really there, more like a willing object , just a listener to his talks , his thoughts.
In other words, she leaves herself completely out of the picture that is what I am saying and I find that strange behavior. So it is a very one sided story, there is not one moment of interaction between Alan Watt and Karen. At least not documented in her talk. Seems she went along with anything he said , that is how it comes across. Total obedience. Like the other cult members, mrs Debess aka Jo Leigh F and Diana W and Melissa and a whole bunch of whom we do not know their names 🙂 Chicks. Yes Karen stated it was mainly girls who donated to Alan over the years. We all know as that can be proven in the early interviews , shows, he did in 2006 and the few years after , that during such shows he did not like to be asked personal questions at all. We know that. He would avoid them, ignore or dance around the question in vagueness and obfuscation.
So for those of you who may expect big secrets or revelations coming out , sorry , have to disappoint you. It is a cute story , for sure, but not too fascinating, way below our level of communication.
We do not talk about him feeding his chipmunks or squirrels falling into his tea 🙂
Of course, it does not really help Karen keeping herself secret, hiding herself, that does not give a good impression. I am not sure why she does not stand up for herself. Maybe that is her nature, maybe she is a very depressing person, I do not know, it seems to be so, not exactly a ray of sunshine joy… bit of a grumpy and boring person I assume.Also very very selfish , hedonistic, keeps it all to herself, does not like to share, likes to keep secrets and thinks probably highly of herself being ” so close” with alan. The same symptoms all the others suffer from.
Thank goodness it is not contagious … 🙂
And again, like all the others, she refuses to properly communicate, dumps the file and runs off. Literally. When people avoid communication it means they have stuff to hide, it means they are giving you a show , how they would like to be seen, etc etc, a made up thing. Window dressing. Punch and Judy show.Why is there no one , not one single person, that was in Alan Watt´s orbit that can answer a simple question in a straightforward manner ?
Good question.
Alan did talk about himself, rarely, but he did, also in the books there are a few anecdotes, etc etc, what I am trying to say , about 80 % of what Karen claims Alan did we already knew.
So most information is not new at all. She goes into more detail in some things, like the fox story but really, but hey, those are just side stories.
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Karen<goodkinghamletsghost@yahoo.com>
SundaySunday, January 25th, 2026 at 7:10 PM
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Hello Richard,
Just perusing my emails. I don’t log in very often. ( why is that ? )
Holy Shit. (…..xxxxxx….. omitted )
Anyhow,( omitted … ) I think I recognize who you are now. Jee, that took a while ….Alan had mentioned that Jo Leigh had someone she was infatuated with who she had been corresponding with out of the Netherlands, I think? Then she was appalled by ( xxxxxx ) . So that must have been you? Yes, darling that was me , who else would it be, Sherlock ? It was to prove Debess is full of shit, like you by the way, join the herd baby.
Anyhow, I’m listening to ‘Part 8’. Steve was Alan’s Scottish friend in Ohio. Couldn’t think of his name. Bonafide, brilliant guy, genius IQ…a hacker and journalist, was involved with high level biological research for a while. Oh how fascinating……you do spoil us , you know 🙂
I sent the little audio Watt bio. Tried to keep it around two hours. Not edited, no great work of literature, but that’s all the additional free work I’m willing to do. That’s my bit, take what you like. Public domain. I’m now closing out, and moving on. Not edited ? you did put a robot voice over it, or let it speak like that , thus , you prove to be an idiot, you did a lot of editing
Anyhow, I’m glad you have the website, I’m looking through it now. Thank you for sharing all your research. Very interesting analysis.
Yes , MY analysis , certainly not yours…
Have a wonderful life,
.
Sincerely Yours,
Karen
On Tuesday, January 6, 2026 at 07:12:02 AM EST, selenitxxxxx<selenitxxxxxxxxx@protonmail.com> wrote:
Oh, you are ” closing out and moving on ” , really , gosh gosh…. ” willing to do ” , gosh so pressured are we, buttercup ? Like Melissa, you just cannot find the time, suddenly. Even though after Alan´s passing, you started, april 2021 like a crazy bitch uploading stuff to the internet archive, time stamps are there, Sherlock, as proof, you worked your sorry ass off, bitch.
You created the website alanwattarchive.com, that got taken down by Queen Bee M from the satanic cult in Texas in the fall of 2022 ….after Debess was kicked out of the cult. So Melissa was on a killing spree….just mention CTTM and you go down the drain.
How many months of meticulous work it too you , Karen, to make the website.Thousands of talks, thousands of transcripts. But now , after I have done the real work, suddenly , surprise surprise, you ” cannot find the time ” anymore to do anything ? Not much logic there, sweetheart, does not jive, will not fly , does not float.Where were you , Karen, when I got the beating , for fecking YEARS on end by the cult ? Where where you , you selfish bitch ? Where were you ?
You do not stick up for us , you only care about your little self, like Diana, like Debess like Melissa and all the other shit clowns, parasites of Alan Watt. Voila, said it. Leaches.
Same applies to all the other whores he had and he had plenty of those,….. eager willing submissive cult members ….where are they now with their stories ? Ah…crickets… jeee…what a mystery eh ? What a mystery ….have a laugh….honestly. You refused communication. That was intentional. Why is that, all the others do the same, why is that ?
Because you only want ” your story” to be the official story , that is why , again you dump your stupid monologue on me for publishing, like it is the ultimate truth, even you claim it is not and yet you cannot hold yourself in check , control emotions, you have to throw it out on me. Again, without giving me the opportunity for a proper dialogue, somehow all those are in contact with Alan cannot handle a dialogue, funny how that works …. only their ” truth” is allowed to come out and no one else is invited to the party.
Yet, they all tear each others hair out ….is it not time to grow u a bit , Karen and company ? Leave this all behind us , it is bad enough as it is. So, instead of setting things straight you muddy the water with your personal opinions, not facts, opinions.
What was YOUR own role in this, lady Karen, if I dare to ask ? The nature of your relationship with Alan ?Just talking about little birds and bees ? For ten years daily , weekly ? Are you fecking kidding me ?Come on now…Well I am sure there was some honey involved..sticky and sweet….and a lot of buzzing let´s put it that way 🙂 Did he find your nectar, dear ?
So many questions on my part that will never be answered , boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen , as mrs Karen has vanished now ….into la la land…..What was the reason for not visiting him, why did you not ” safe him” with your mother instinct ? Take care of him, stick his socks in front of the woodstove, prepare proper meals , baking cookies, that is the mother role … but …I assume….you were not invited ? Do I understand that right , am I missing something , dear ? Yes maybe, probably , at some point Queen Bee, Melissa , infiltrated , true, but hey before you throw stones, why did none of you other chicks safe him ? Why did Debess not give a shit, or Diana or you ?
You could all have saved him, all of you, but did not give a shit , let´s call it what it is and stop beating around the bush.
You ALL had a chance and you all blew it and now you are angry at Queen bee who runs the ship now, well you have a lot to answer too you know. Goons.
Modern , independent women, feminism, gosh they are all the same now, nag nag nag, I don’t need a man , don’t need a man and all sucking up to Alan, make that make sense.
You knew he was in trouble , you knew he was in bad shape, etc etc etc, so instead of getting your sorry ass in gear to save his , no, you did nothing, isn’t that the truth ?
Heroes are forgotten easily nowadays, true, but you did that with him too, just as well. All those creeps are such hypocrites, yes Melissa is the worst , by far, but all of you are up to your neck in it too, just as well. Let us emphasize that for a moment.
One thing is for sure and proven , he only chose those whom he trusted , good sheeple you could say, cult members, obedient, naïve too, and you all thought you were so special with your little thingy with him, oh really. Probably twenty chicks thought they were chosen. He was the top dog, that is true, so maybe you did not mind sharing him with all the other skirts, Karen ?
Better than nothing, right ?
Why open your mouth after four years , Karen ?
Is there any particular reason to do so , would you mind sharing that reason with us, you can use the comment section, darling.Or, perhaps, is there something you , and the other clowns have ” forgotten” to mention ? Hmm…. as it all does not make too much sense to the objective investigator, none at all.
Where all you not invited, where you not ” worthy” ?
I dont know, just tossing out ideas here as there must be a reason why none of you could be bothered or , if you did, where brushed of by Alan, just food for thought, ladies. That´s all I have to say to that. Selfish, little , narcissistic , slimy nematodes, that is what I see at the end of the day ? How odd is that ? How weird ?
As that is exactly what it is. And yes, to ease your feelings, Queen bee is the biggest slug in the story but ….she did do something …. and hijacked the beehive with the honey, at least she has something to show for , what do you have to show for or any the other freaks in this story ?
Think about that..Or maybe Alan did ask none of you as Queen Bee was already in the hive, never thought about that ?
Etc etc etc……Sure you will feel a bit annoyed by it , being you know, side tracked , just another one on his roster…ghosted..But as you avoid , like all the other participants , in this lovely mystery, any accountability or communication, think it will stop here. Melissa s behavior, nature is not much worse than all of the others in this narrative, you are all contaminated with evil, big time.
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Dec 31, 2025Wednesday, December 31st, 2025 at 8:53 PM
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Hello,
I’m not a professional grifter. I spent a decade trying to help expose a system that is now inevitable, and I’m done. Don’t care. Done. Not a saint, not a martyr. Don’t owe anybody an explanation. I’ve got other things I’d rather be doing. It’s all over bar the shouting, as Alan used to say.
What I will do is work on a biography of Alan based on our years and years of conversations . I have no way of proving any of it. If Alan was a liar, he was a very consistent one, because his stories which he repeated never changed. He definitely obfuscated a lot, so who knows. I will try to have a rough draft by March and will share it with you to post wherever you like for free. If someone who has previously hit you with ‘copyright infringement’ tries to make trouble, feel free to hit them back.
Alan was my close friend. I’d like him to be remembered as the good man that he was, and he wouldn’t have been opposed to that. He wanted his work shared by his listeners, not perverted into a fringe cult. He only asked for what he needed to survive.
Alan had a bleeding ulcer, severe rheumatoid arthritis, and pneumonias which he tried to treat himself almost every winter. HIs previous medical emergency, in late 2019, was blastomycosis pneumonia, from all that rotten, punky wood he used to feed into the wood stove. It nearly killed him, and definitely did severe damage to his lungs. This continues to be a killer in Sudbury. It came out in the media that the forest areas had aerial herbicide spraying, which was/is the cause.
It’s possible that this Melissa came in to ‘help’ after he was debilitated, because I remember him once mentioning he was going to have a housekeeper in to help him, which could have been someone he already knew circa Patru days? Once Covid hit, she may have parked herself there after March 2020 when the lockdown started? If so, he kept it a secret.
All I know is the person who called to inform me of his death immediately started in, “You were his friend, but I was his Partner.” Totally insincere voice, like a bad actress. Best case scenario, agent infiltrator. Worst case scenario a narcissistic sociopath parasite.
He definitely did not have anyone in his home prior to the medical emergency. Before his being in ER we spoke nightly for hours, and I never heard any noise or voice in the background. He made his own meager dinner every night and fed Hamish from the plate, he shoveled his own snow, gathered his own wood.
He had a clapped out old trailer on his property with a collapsing roof, but anyone in that would have frozen to death.
If Alan had a wife, she would have named in a will. His wife was his work. Wife=Archive Website. His one true love was Hamish, the dog. He was heartbroken when he he wasn’t healthy enough to care for him any longer, and the tumor on Hamish’s mouth was too severe.
The last time I spoke with Alan, two nights before his death, he ominously said “Something has happened, but I can’t say on the phone.” That could literally have been anything.
He generally didn’t use peoples names, but he regularly mentioned people in his life. A former Scientologist who did transcriptions, which would have been Diana. He did name Jo Leigh who independently posted on youtube and bitchute, who he spoke with around once a month. He was fond of Brandon Turbeville. He had a Scottish friend in Ohio, who had type I diabetes, with a cat who hunted rabbits, but I’ve no clue if he’s still alive. I don’t know any of these contributors personally and have no connection with any of them.
Anyhow, that’s all. I’ll send you whatever I’ve botched together for a bio in locked PDF form in March.
Sincerely Yours,
Karen
So, what do you think, children ? Is ” this it ” …? Probably is …. so she did that audio thing, luckily I did post it here, it may at least attract five readers or listeners….at best…still better than Karen is doing on the internet archive….
so yes , it is as it is …as she said and she had a point there, heroes, leaders, whatever you want to call them, those with a bit of wisdom are so easily forgotten nowadays….
after three tiktoks they are dust…that I fully agree with…this is a total niche we are dealing in, this Alan Watt stuff, the mystery of Alan Watt and it is a stunning mystery.
So yes hope this AW things has not sort of come to an end, uncovered a lot but it is a fact that the first , most essential month, is missing.
We have seen there are no heroes in this story , all participants are full of shit one way or another, all have the same tendencies, behavior, none really wants to communicate, which in itself is very telling…very telling…
In my view Karen is a coward, like the others, they all are cowards, one way or another exploiting the legacy , the phenomena of Alan Watt.
Each in their own way.
Ego tripping, diversion, manipulation, you name it. Yes there is also a money issue , but I am not that interested in such matters, as that is always the case, there is always money somehow or legal rights or this or that.
This is much deeper than that. But as long as the parties powder their nose and play dumb, for the most part, it cannot really be resolved in perfection. We have proven all participants, no exceptions, cannot be trusted. Not at all. That is a fact. I love facts.
You cannot trust one of them, they are all playing their own games.
Our last hope was Karen, but even she is contaminated , twisted, evil , avoidant, just in a nicer way than the rest, technically , to me, at this point, Karen is equal to Melissa. Just with different tactics. Different coat same content.
She claims to have been a friend, her closest friend, whatever that means, for say ten years, almost daily or later on weekly and this is what is shared ? Wow, what bollocks.
Not one word about what happened between the two of them. Says all we need to know.
A lot of pretense , a lot of empty prattle that is all we get.
She sounds like a spoiled child ” Queen bee M took my toy away” sort of thing.
Disgruntled cult member, like Joleigh, Diana, and the others, all the same, cult vibes through the roof
Funny enough she claims or pretends she was not in a cult funny how that works, jee, yes the ” others” were but not me, not Karen, oh no, me and Alan that was so special..
Yes so special…indeed…
You are obviously not special at all, you are not more special than the others. You have nothing to show for , just empty prattle.
You are the most obvious sheep I have ever come across and you are delusion, you think you are so smart but you are not. You sucked up all Alan had to say without fact checking, you even admit to that, how ” impressive” is that ? Yet you tout your horn like ” look at me” , makes not much sense to me, darling.
Maybe he just talked to you because you paid for it ? Ever thought about that ?
Half of the story is most likely fake. Somehow you have not looked into the ” Kiss of Death” that famous episode , took me a lot of work to find an original copy, as it was all scrubbed by Alan.
These are not minor accusations. But we do not like to hear that of our favorite Guru , isn´t that so , Karen ? Hmm ? You , like most, cannot handle the truth, but you sit on your high AW horse thinking you are the queen of the land , being so close to your guru, yeah right. Sure..
Why did you leave such topics out ?
Inconvenient for you ?
You only want the good parts , skip the bad ones.
That is not how reality works. But you still call yourself a ” troofer” yep you do, ” fighting the control grid” yep yep ….are you for real ?
Also I Notice, outside ME , no one seems to have taken the effort or intellect to discover the missing broadcasts of Jackie and Alan , find that also very fecking telling, it means none of the zombies out there uses their fecking own brain !!
Isnt that also very telling ??
They all regurgitate, boo boo baa baa sheep
Regurgitate….rinse and repeat…. find it very very telling no one figures those things out , no one really investigates anymore, yes ask chatgpt, good luck , total disaster, it knows shit
or even if it does it is no going to tell you , only if you show you know it it will respond properly so it will not spill the beans. You saw that in my retrieval of the Kiss of Death episode.
AI could no do it, too stupid..
Also, in research for things like the original Andre post from outlaw forum, it could no do it, failed miserably , like all the little gnomes dancing around Alan Watt and feeling so fecking entitled by it like they know something , gimme a break ffs. Honestly, what clowns, they know nothing, they are full of shit and very territorial. Like Karen. Thinks she is Queen bee hahaha, have a laugh.
NO
The only Queen Bee is Melissa.
Like it or not.
At least she did or put effort in it, you cannot take that away, yes she is crushing it all , bla bla, sure, obviously, but that is not the point.
The point is , children, at least she put her sorry ass in gear to go up to the guru and do things, whatever that means, point is all chicks had that chance but none did.
They left him like a sick dog.
That is a fact.
No one reached out their hand, only Melissa did , for whatever motives it may be , evil and self serving, obviously but she did it and the others did not.
Mrs Diana, JL Ferris and all the other bootlickers, they were in position to help but did not stick their necks out but all claim ownership of Alan Watt. Karen did not stick her neck out, but claims she was his ” only one” …and on and on it goes, as you say yourself Karen you will recognize them by their fruit , where is your fruit. Hope it is not on an ” usb stick ” somewhere … 🙂
They all love to mope the floor with Melissa , Queen Bee , I dont think so they got a lot to answer to themselves, the level of hypocrisy and cognitive dissonance is through the roof. It is breathtaking. Think the only one who can make any real accusation is me , or those like me, those who do their homework and present facts. They have a right to question as they are non partial.
They are not biased or hooked into the cult.
We have not profit or gain from any of this.
No axe to grind.
Diana attacking Queen bee because she was still married when she went up there and not really married to Alan , all this BS.
Yes, oh yes, Queen Bee has a lot to answer to , read my lips.
But that is another story, it was obvious Alan was in dire straits but none stuck their necks out that is the truth. Truth is usually very simple and yet it is not.
Well, obviously , Alan did not trust any of them with real secrets. Right ? None of them knew about M …what does that tell you ?
But truth is usually quite inconvenient, so it is usually left out… as we see over and over again…
No Karen et all, you ” do not know her” so what, it means you got screwed over that is what it means. Call a dog a dog please.
As it is obvious she was there, at least for a while , for whatever reason, maybe not to Alan s greatest pleasure but …it is as it is and he had not much choice anyway
None of you bimbos could lift your sorry lazy asses to help Alan, only lady M did and now the chicken go wild in the chicken coop…girls among each other…jealousy , gossip and back stabbing..
The clue is , for those who are a bit slow, every one of you had a chance, equal chances, you could have reached out but you did not.
Unless …unless some of you did reach out and got refused, that is a possibility…but such matters will never be discussed.
Of course her coming out with Fortitude was a total fiasco…what a bummer that was
She does not even bother to put up a good show, seems she is disgusted with the zombie listeners, she does treat them like crap so …
Mocking them.
Melissa , you are just an imposter, faker, that is all you are and a bad one too. Bad acting. Have to agree with Karen, not convincing at all.
Kevin, the webmaster, did a runner too, so it is all yours now Queen Bee…you can erase the last pieces so nothing is left
throw more mud on the AW painting….all fine with me.
You could not talk to the public , directly , for two years, yet a few days after his passing you put up shows that must have taken hours to prepare, get the feck out of here.
The only good thing we can say about Karen is she immediately smelled a rat, big one, stinky and slimy and ditched a bullet…
smart move…
the others were not so lucky and got sucked in, sucked dry and kicked out….task completed….well done
and as I know them all now, Karen is the most clever of the bunch, that s why she escaped.
is Neil Foster still promoting his cult leader bitch Melissa ? Unbelievable.
But again he is ..you know..maybe not the smartest tool from the toolbox , shall we say ?
We live in unbelievable times. Will this story continue ? I dont know, all I can say is we reached the end of our investigations, I did , nothing more can be done, all parties have done their prattle, as pathetic as it may be or laughable or insane or hypocritic …give it a name…. but at least we know where we stand.
Diana is still foaming with her Alan Watt & Melissa ” exposing stuff” prattling bible quotes, she is a goner, totally lost, closed case.
Funny you can never have a proper dialogue with any of those clowns, have you noticed that ? Try to talk to your guru, just human to human, see how far you get, arrange a meeting somewhere, whatever, see how that goes …oh they are ” too busy” yep like Melissa hahahaha…so ” much work”
Melissa you do no work , bitch.
You have a talent to let your underlings work for you that is a different story..
But I have been a bad boy , oh yes, and I am not allowed to talk anymore to mrs Melissa Read …nope…she said so ” do not email me again” …there goes our dialogue..
some may mistake it for tyranny but that is just bad judgement, I am sure she did not really …meant it that way 🙂 There must be another explanation for it …rolling eyes….
Also have not heard back from our lovely German lady Regine Diefenbach , sadly enough… I must have said something awful ? Was it my perfume ?
Where my shoes not shiny enough ? ….probably another of those modern ” strong and independent ” bitches, those feminist types, nosering , tattoos, and all the rest.
Hopeless..
Another clown who thought she knew so much…? Really ?
It was a funny story have to give that to her, it was cute..
And yet ,,,and yet, it is she who gave the connection to Diana reaching out to Joleigh /debess …..in agony…. clearly….. interesting…a good catch … lucky shot baby….
you got lucky there…we must say mrs Regine is pretty clever, of course she is not in the know as I am but she did very very well
Sort of our Karen in Elmira
Quite clever…
She did focus mainly on the financial , copyright issue, which of course plays a role , naturally.
But she underestimates so so much
As has been proven now.
Wrong emphasis on the wrong things.
No the behavior of Queen bee does not align with just ” in for the money” no no no no
wrong
This is about power.
This is about control.
All the rest is circumstantial. A footnote.
This all goes much much deeper than the average peasant out there thinks…
She had , Queen Bee, to take down alanwattarchive.com, I am ” not sure” why Karen called it or gave it a different name in her talk, have you noticed, novices ?
Did you notice that itsy bitsy spider detail, or , have you missed it , oh no, have you missed it , good grief… Karen said in her talk alanwattarchive.ORG not COM…
odd eh , why would she do that…dementia ?
It s the little things that get you …always…the little things…
Like this company move , suddenly , after years …to Texas ….
Little things family members blurt out on a blog somewhere on the edge of the web, the little things that nail you…
For someone who avoids all sorts of interaction , in public , Karen…. did share an awful lot of crap about Alan´s hmm sexual life and sexual aspects or happenings, food for thought perhaps, Karen ? Just noticing…is there something you like to say, dear ? The floor is yours…ya that´s gonna happen…:)
What exactly was the nature of your ” relationship ” with Alan…I wonder..must have been purely platonic…no self interest or ego involved, no ? Just out of the good of your heart, yes ?
So Alan could buy some bones for Hamish ,yes ? Nothing more ? Are you sure about that ?
Well I know you a bit now , baby and be honest, you are not something I like to be involved in and putting it quite mildly here…. oh yes….
All of you chickies I would avoid , like the plague in real life..
The reason, Karen, nobody talks is because they will be digging their own graves, they have nothing to gain, as there is no truth involved in all of this from your sides.
That is the bottom line, that is why nobody talks. It would ruin them more and more.
That is obvious.
So all they can do is shut up or do a monologue , without the chance for anyone to question. That is how it works.
Very very obvious..
Accusing other cult members, damage control, whitewashing of facts, twisting evidence, roles, motives etc ..but that is tricky , so it is best to shut up for all of you and ….you do…
How pathetic , Karen, how pathetic…are you sure you want to send in , share with the world, meaning our ten lovely and appreciated viewers..(thanks guys).more divine Knowledge ? Are you sure about that , if so, make sure it is a bit more fluffy , darling. It is needed as your story was a bit …one sided…and overly heavy…
I think you are just jealous at Melissa, and disappointed you not really inner circle. Same as all the other girls, they thought they were close, inner circle but it turned out none of them were.
Except…Queen bee…
Food for thought.
You cannot handle that very well.
Why the emphasis in your story about how often Alan dismisses sleazy women, the “company mattresses” as you call them..including our lovely Jackie 🙂 ? Was that really needed ? Yet, on the other hand you say he had ten chicks around every finger, they kept chasing our ” player” 🙂 He was popular, have to give him that , wow, not a soy boy for sure…mr testosteron, maybe because he avoided all the gmo food and deodorants ? 🙂 He was mr determined , a true leader in that sense. Every girls dream…
He was rocking..a real heartbreaker..
He was for sure masculine, have to give him that.
Big time.
Patriarchy pure sang. Not much gender fluidity there …no rainbow flag in his bedroom. You either cook and clean or you are out.
For me Alan was a guy with interesting stuff to say, I do not trust anyone in any movement or speakers, they are all authorized. There are no heroes for me, they do exist but they will never come in any limelight, the real ones. Unfortunately , many , not all, but many fall in the trap of guru worship, become followers…that is just how it is. That is not per se Alan´s fault it is human nature.
All we do here is to keep the flame alive, really, as some things , as AI confirmed ” need to be remembered, Alan and Jackie are one of those things” so it knows..
It is after all unique information of incredible depth, mainly the early work till about 2010 than if slides off the scale in reading articles on RBN , total crap, however, the callers were cute..sometimes but apart from that it was nonsense.
Anyway, Jackie Patru´s book ” Jewish Persecution” is not too bad at all or at least has a value.
Do not think CTTM or Queen bee or most ” opposition” will publish that stuff , it does contain the ” J Word” big time..
“The creator of the site was known to Alan”, that´s an understatement there, so only because she removed links to your CULT you crushed her, is that what you are saying , mrs Read ?
Maybe I have a problem with my hearing, getting older too you know… is that what I am hearing ?
Correct me if I am wrong …. since when is that , what other people do , any of your concern ?
You have your slave cult now, why can you not leave people alone ? Just drop it. Suck it.
You an ” intelligence agent” get the F out of here, no, too much prestige there, you may wish you were but no, as Karen also assumed , you are number three, just a silly psycho, nothing special, sorry to break it to you , dear. You are just a little demon, that is all you are , all you will ever be, as pathetic and hopeless as that may sound. You are nothing, once you are gone you will be forgotten in a flash and we will still be around. Keep that in mind. Read my lips. Do not kiss them, germs …just read them.
Listen to that ” until the embarked on a mission to hurt me” are you out of your nitwit mind ? You crush people , information , in your insane tyranny, and now you accuse others , in this case mrs Karen to ” attack you”. Get your head checked , fast. Honestly, seek help, therapy can do wonders. Unless you have sold your soul to the devil , you surely act like it.
Yes, true mrs Read , if you keep censoring folk , take them down which you do relentlessly with that silly copyright bullshit duhh , as we saw recently with mrs Diana, than yes, for sure people will not really like you, jee , wow , sherlock!
Get your head checked, please , do the world a favor.
” it is tiresome when people say Alan would not have done that” ..hmmm…interesting point, do you speak from experience , Queen Bee ? Seems many people have spoken out about that , they are not amused with your style of stewardship, why would that be ?
Any self reflection please ?
First off, it is Alan´s work, it is none of your concern, you do not own anything. You have no say in anything. Just because you have been baking a few cookies does not give you authority to play god here. Get that through your thick skull, once and for all.
At this point it becomes more and more clear why Alan did not marry you … rather obvious…painfully obvious…
” I don´t know you at all” , what sort of crappy remark is that ? Think about it , it does not matter who I or anyone else is , that asks questions, with or without proof. Evidence. It is your task to address those questions in good faith. I know …tough nugget for you but hey , it is as it is. No, sorry I am not one of your obedient gremlins…sorry… will not do, I think for myself , thank you very much… I am not on your willing fools list… man you are so full of it it hurts…it really does…your charisma is already in the mud, at least try to safe something dear. Give it a try..
I am not having a cup of tea with you , Queen Bee.
But you burry your head in the sand, our little ostrich.
It is not going to help you.
I do not care about AW bank accounts, are you going to rob him again ? Just like the other chick ?
Of course those are just rumors, but still, I do not care about such nonsense, the whole point of this enterprise is for you to leave other people the Feck alone.
Leave us alone.
Go play in your stinking cult.
Leave us alone.
You can stick your copyright where the sun does not shine, you must know where that is , you practiced a lot …you can always check some usb sticks if you need some guidance on that topic.
We have never done Alan any harm, so would you please leave people alone , that is what we ask. In case you still do not really get it.
We have never done you any harm, that is ….until you went ballistic, that is your fault , your choice, your emotional incompetence, not ours.
You fecked up not others. Do not put the blame on others.
It is your name under all those copyright claims and other methods of censorship you keep using, till this day.
Like a snake you love to hide in the dark and strike out in a flash and go into hiding but you have been caught red-handed, several times now, would it not be a wise thing to do just stop it ?
Nice stewardship, Alan would be so proud of you , honestly.
Truly it is more than ” a couple of people ” who do not like you , why is that, mystery mystery ?
Most do or did not know the facts and many just cannot be bothered, they smell a rat and just leave…
And I am not taking anyone´s side here, there are no sides, it is all corrupt to the core, on all fronts.
oh , someone is on a mission, she has two subs…things are moving fast 🙂
Another grumpy cult member…like debess..Like Karen..like all of them, they are all the same.
I I I , me me me …bla bla bla ….
look at that , oh I am so sorry for not ” championing ” CTTM , you have to forgive me , dear lady M , for not licking your STASI boots… will you not be too hard on my , baby ?
Why would we libel or slander anyone, we do not libel or slander, we deal with facts, if you regard that as slander that is your problem not mine. We are just showing what is going on as awful as it is , but that is not my fault, I have no stakes in all of this. I am just the traveler. Nothing more nothing less. I do not have big money waiting for me or I don´t get climaxes , like you obviously do , destroying people and their work. What nonsense you say , as stated earlier, you keep , till this day, banning folk, me recently and now Diana gets the chop , so what BS are you talking about
You are truly an evil nasty wicked witch of monumental proportions.
Nobody ” embroils ” us to do this, we are just dealing with facts. Stop changing topics all the time, stay focussed , baby Queen, focus.
What exactly is ” my work” , that poison you keep spewing out all the time , is that your work.
People must watch your work , really or else ? They get the whip ? Or worse ?
Get a grip for goodness sake, if I had the cash I surely would send over some therapist.
For your own good , darling. You really need professional help. Said with fortitude and love by a friend.
Oh wow , look at this one, a true winner 🙂
LMAO , that s a good laugh there , wow. On the fakeologist channel , after Queen Bee kicked out Debess and went after all the other to tidy up ” lose ends”
Wow…
Indeed, I wholeheartedly agree ….
of course, by now , we know who this ” crazy woman ” is …
Anyway, at least , for now ,it floats around , it is as it is …
Hope for a little bit…
Do not think there will be more post, we know when we have to stop and we do stop , unfortunately it took so long for Karen to do her prattle, a disappointing one as it does not really reveal her connection with Alan, just some tidbits of his life, you know, cute but …not too shocking really or interesting. I know Karen must be somewhat agitated and the others too but it still holds, she could have been there and not Queen bee. You all had a chance it went as it went and now it is done.
So, children, in short, I do not see Karen, or Joleigh/Debess, Kevin, Diana, Melissa or who knows who else is connected, sucked in, brainwashed, psychopatic, call it what you want , as any different from each other. They are as far as I am concerned all equal, in different ways, different sides of the same coin. Cult Coin.
All vultures in the end, that is what they are , as simple as that, sure Queen bee has it now so they are all disgruntled and try to get even with her, but they are not better than Melissa at all.
They are all full of it, big time, all of them. There is no dignity in any of them, there is no respect for Alan in any of them. They all betrayed him and maybe he betrayed them in a way. Who knows.
It is a true dumpster fire, but that was expected, had expected nothing less. It was in the cards. Karen does , how surprising not respond to any request, how astonishing is that ?
Funny how she has no opinion on any topic, I find that fascinating, how she wiggles her little fat ass out of this story, she obviously cares for nothing.
You almost would feel sorry for Alan having to deal with such a gnome ” every night”… wow… hope he has found rest and peace now, it is needed…did he only talk to her so she would pay his groceries ? Makes you wonder, one may get that impression but I am sure their relationship is a lot ” deeper”…
The level of hypocrisy is unbelievable. The worst of human nature has come out here. Was that Alan´s plan aka revenge ? Who knows. Food for thought for sure…
Meanwhile Diana keeps drooling over Alan as she sees him now as some sort of demon or whatever and throwing bible quotes at us non stop, going into Flat Earth , reptiles and what have you ..ya a lost case…every episode she puts up gets more silly and pathetic. Did Alan on purpose surround himself with little golem , naïve lackeys like that, could be, sure seems to be the case, easy to control, will never cause trouble. That is true. The dumber the more obedient the better, the never ask questions types eh , Karen ? Karen claims to be ” so close” to Alan and yet she has nothing to say , nothing substantial anyway. Is mrs Karen overplaying or overestimating her importance ? Seems to be so. She has truly nothing to say.
Obviously Karen ” could not really be bothered” to look into that clown Queen Bee in Texas….
She could have tried to infiltrate the cult..to see what is going on .. but that was somewhat too clever, way too advanced for our little Karen.
She rather whines and makes a good Karen of herself instead of doing something positive and useful….
Even Melissa, over time has shared more inside knowledge about Alan than you. Daily stuff. I think you and Diana are just dumb and jealous that is my take on it.
Debess too, but she is far more devious, she had her own plans to take over CTTM ( being ” so intimate” with Alan and all .. bla bla ) , push Queen bee out, take over the steering wheel but that did not really work out so well….as we know..
You may not like Queen Bee and yes she is a total shill, that s obvious or a nutcase, take your pick. But see no reason to accuse her of being an agent. She is not that bright at all. Does not qualify to be CIA , too dumb, like the rest of the cult. She may be a total hoe, evil , demonic, secretive and what have you , sure that is clear to see for all.
I do not see an agent or any ” intelligence” in Queen bee.
If it wasn´t for Diana forking over a few K – in order for her to leave Canada back to Texas – she ´d probably still be in Alan´s woods “candling herself” …according to Diana..we have that on good faith….. we can trust Diana, right … you just don´t know. 🙂
I do have the feeling this investigation has come to an end…unless a miracle happens…it was a good ride , quite pleased with the results. As nefarious as it all is someone had to do it and that happened to be me.
Maybe one day someone who really knows something will speak out. You never know, would not put a bet on it but..it is possible.
All the best may your god or your gods or your ehm favorite candle …go with you.
demonic attack by Melissa 🙂 well at this point …who knows…we cannot rule it out at this point….be sure to check under your bed tonight…poke that bear again, Diana 🙂 Poke it , baby..
This is the clip where Diana Stole my work, actually I send it to her, believe it or not, she runs with it and ” forgets” to mention me , you cannot make that up … 🙂
I am ” aloopje”
I can smile about it but it says a lot about the clowns involved..wishing you all ” fortitude” …